Sunday, August 21, 2022

Out of control Christianity

Sermon for the tenth Sunday after Trinity

Let's be clear.

Contrary to some 
conspiracy theorists,
Christianity is not about
brainwashing.

You are not being 
controlled by the Holy Ghost.

You can still do 
what you want to do
but you have to bear 
the consequences of what you do.

This is true
wherever you are.

St Paul states the facts.

Those who curse Jesus
are separate from the Spirit of God.

Those who bless Jesus
and call Him Lord,
sincerely and willingly,
are united in that Holy Spirit.

Indeed,
the point of a sermon
is to present you 
with the truth
and you are free to criticize it,
accept it or reject it.

But if a sermon 
presents Jesus as our Lord and King
and encourages you to worship Him
then you can be sure
that the Holy Ghost is at work
in both you and the preacher.

It's your job, then,
to listen out for what the Holy Ghost
is saying to you
which may not necessarily
be the words spoken to you 
by the preacher.

If you love God,
then you must keep 
His commandments
because His commandments
will give you precisely
what you want.

But you have to do it.

You can't lean back 
and let the Holy Ghost
do all the work,
otherwise there is no you
involved in your life.

God has created you
to be a free agent,
reflecting His own freedom
in your life.

So you are not controlled.

[PAUSE]

And you can be whatever
God has created you to be.

The point St Paul is making
is that whatever gifts 
or abilities God has given us
be it in administration or teaching, preaching or prophesying,
they come from the same Spirit.

It means that 
whatever lies behind
our ability
is linked by the Holy Ghost
to every other member
of the Church.

It is the Holy Ghost
that threads us all together
and knits us into one Church
not just regardless of who we are
but because of who we are
and because of Who God Is.

So, 
to curse Jesus,
to reject His death
to reject His commandments to love
to call good evil and evil good
cuts the thread
that links us to the Church
to each other
and to God.

[PAUSE]

By the choices we make
we can be cut off from the Spirit
and we can be rejoined to the Spirit
but the Spirit never leaves us
while we bear the image of God Himself.

It means we need to be critical
of what we hear in our pulpits
in order to hear how Christ is 
proclaimed Lord
and how that truth is
to be lived truly in our lives 
with sincerity.

We are free to become perfect,
the best version of ourselves
we could ever wish or hope to be.

The Way to that perfection is Christ.
And our travelling companion
is the Holy Ghost in Whom
the whole Church cries out 
in one voice saying,
"Jesus is Lord to the glory of God the Father."

Sunday, August 14, 2022

Condoning embezzlement?

Sermon for the ninth Sunday after Trinity 

Is the Lord telling us
to make friends 
with those who have
earthly possessions?

Is He asking us 
to defraud our bosses
just so that we can have 
a bed for the night?

Is He actually  condoning sin?

[PAUSE]

The parable of the unjust steward
confuses us
because it does sound
as if Our Lord
is happy with
embezzling from the boss
in order to win friends 
for somewhere to stay 
that's safe.

But this cannot be just:
this is stealing
and the Lord hates stealing.

So what, then?

What does the Lord mean
by making friends of the Mammon 
of unrighteousness?

[PAUSE]

There are lots of questions here.

What we need to see
is the fact that it will be
these children of 
the Mammon of Unrighteousness
who will actually welcome us into
everlasting habitations.

It will be these children
who recognise us 
and welcome us in heaven.

Remember who will go first
into everlasting habitations.

It will be the poor,
the needy, the prostitutes
the sinners.

It will be those who,
in their degradation
repent,
and return to the Lord.

In fact, 
immediately before St Luke
records the parable 
of the Unjust Steward,
he records the parable
of the Prodigal Son.

It is those who 
recognise their spiritual poverty
and repent
and return to God
who find open arms
of love and utter joy.

These go into Heaven first.

Now look at what
the Unjust Steward is doing.

He is trying to ease
the debts of those
who owe lots.

He can't cancel the debts
completely,
but he can make life easier
for those who are in debt.

In his actions,
the Steward is making
friends with sinners
by making their debts easier to bear.

He is showing kindness,
knowing that his time is short,
and knowing that he can make
a difference in the lives
of those who could do 
with a kind word,
a bit of a hand,
the benefit of the doubt.

And we can do the same.

[PAUSE]

Our time is short
and death is coming
and we, too, must render 
before God
an account of
our every act,
our every word,
our every thought.

And we own nothing.
We have only what God
has given us.

But what we can do
is love.

What we can do 
is forgive.

What we can do,
rather than hate 
the fallen,
the misguided,
the deviant,
is love them
and show them 
kindness, warmth, generosity
and the benefit of the doubt
in full knowledge that,
in our own ways,
we are the fallen,
we are the misguided,
we are the deviant.

Rather than claw back
the exact amount
of the sins of others
thinking that
we do so
on behalf of God,
let us behave
how we would want 
Him to behave with us
and become humble
and repentant
and loving.

[PAUSE]

The people we show kindness to
will enter Heaven before us.

Won't it be wonderful
to feel their hands together 
with those of the saints
pulling us in before
the Divine Smile of God?

Saturday, August 13, 2022

Sunday, August 07, 2022

Mirroring away the debt

For the feast of the Holy Name, click here.

Sermon for the eighth Sunday after Trinity

We owe the flesh nothing.

Nihil, nada, zip, nothing.

St Paul is forthright about that.

We are not in debt to the flesh, 
but what does he mean?

What is this "flesh"?

What claim might it have on us?

[PAUSE]

Be clear on this.

God created you.

You are a body and a soul,
together,
inseparable,
each incomplete
without the other.

You do not have a body.
You do not have a soul.

They are not possessions.

Without either,
you are not you.

You are body and soul together.

So your body is not evil.

But you are not meant to be
a thing of earth alone.

Indeed,
you were created 
in the likeness of God,
to reflect His
face in the world around.

But we are all fallen,
and this means 
that we cannot perceive
God with us 
without His direct help.

It means that,
without God's grace
we cannot see the face of God
in our fellow human beings
or in ourselves.

It means that we can 
forget that we are
body and soul,
and look after the things that we can see
at the expense of
the things that we can't.

[PAUSE]

With God invisible to us
we treat only the desires
that come from our earth.

If we get the urge to eat
then we eat and,
unable to see the face of God
in ourselves
nor in others,
we eat and eat and eat
until there is nothing left to eat
for anyone.

Unable to see 
the face of God,
we make gods
out of the desires 
that we call "natural"
and satisfy them.

The need for food 
gets turned into
the god of gluttony.

If food is all we value
above all else,
we worship it.

The need to reproduce
gets turned into 
the god of lust.

If sex becomes 
the only way to express
our deepest love for another
then we value sex
above true love 
and we worship lust
rather than
the God that is love.

In making gods
of our desires
we allow them to claim rights
over us.

By investing our worship
in the gods of lust
we rely on them
to fulfill our needs.

And then we fall into their debt.

[PAUSE]

But there is only one God.

So in worshipping
these gods of lust
we find that we owe 
everything
to nothingness.

Our true worship
is for the God Who is Love.

True love bleeds and dies
to serve God
rather than 
allow biological needs
to become gods.

So St Paul says,
discipline your body,
kill the desires
that seek to become idols
in your life.

Focus on 
what will help you 
recover the face of God
in the people around you
and in your mirror.

Then your imaginary debts
will evaporate.

[PAUSE]

God is a spirit
and we must worship Him
in spirit and in truth.

That does not mean
hating the body
- quite the reverse -
we must live in the Grace of God
to give the body
the greatest privilege of all.

We give our bodies
the privilege 
of reflecting the face of God Himself.

Sunday, July 31, 2022

Playing with Salvation

Sermon for the seventh Sunday after Trinity

Is Our Lord playing with us?

From seven loaves 
and some fishes,
he feeds four thousand men
and produces seven baskets
of leftovers.

Why the leftovers?

Is He just showing off?

Is He trying to show us
the superabundance 
of God's love by being wasteful?

Is this an example
for us to follow?

[PAUSE]

Clearly,
our environment shows that 
we have played fast and loose
with the things of this Earth.

We have wasted so much.

There is plastic everywhere.
Seas and rivers are polluted,
and animal species 
are suffering as a result
of our exploitation
of the environment.

But then,
we don't even treat our own selves
any better.

We even see our own bodies
as playthings
to do with as we will.

We seem to think of ourselves
as ghosts
which live in bodies
and have a right to enjoy them
in whatever way we deem fit.

We don't see ourselves
as one unity,
body and soul together.

If we have such
flagrant disregard for
our own selves
how can we care about the environment?

[PAUSE]

Seven baskets of leftovers.

What do you think 
the disciples did?

Ate them up themselves?

Gave them to the poor?

Fed the birds?

We are not told 
what happens to them,
except we know
that everyone had
enough to eat.

So it's unlikely
that these leftovers
we're eaten by someone
present, 
even the disciples,
or even the Lord.

But one thing that 
we can trust
is that they didn't go to waste.

These leftovers fed something
or someone.

Someone got the benefit
of so much leftovers
fish and bread,
from a hungry person
to hungry mould.

What is left is recycled
and reused,
because that is the way
that God has ordered Nature,
in order to be beautiful.

The Lord is generous,
not wasteful.

But we are wasteful,
because we use what we have
in a way that shows God
that we do not have the same
love, care and attention
to His Creation
as He does.

We are the only animal that can sin
because we are the only animal
that can understand
not only what's going on
but also how we can use
everything to our advantage.

We fail to see ourselves
as part of God's Creation
but rather think
that we are beings with our own
God-given rights
while closing our eyes to our
God-given responsibilities.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord's Holy Incarnation
shows that He has so much regard
for what He has created.

Given that we have fallen
into the sickness of sin
we have infected, 
not just each other,
but the whole world
with this sickness.

Our Lord comes to bring Salvation:
health to us
health to the world
in the New Heaven
and the New Earth
which He promises us.

We cannot undo
the damage that we have done
by bringing Sin 
into the world,
but can bring
the Christ's superabundant love
in to relieve the effects of that damage.

If Christ will pour seven extra baskets
of bread into the world
after feeding four thousand,
then we can rest assured 
that it will be no waste
but will bring good nourishment 
where nourishment is lacking.

[PAUSE]

We are creatures of God.
We deserve respect
because we exist,
not as playthings
neither of God,
nor of others
nor of ourselves,
but as beings capable
of bearing into the world
the seven baskets of love
over and above
the love that God has given us.

We do not play with Salvation,
we live it
and bring to those who need it
the One Who brims over
with that Salvation.

Sunday, July 24, 2022

Taking home the pay packet

Sermon for the sixth Sunday after Trinity

Pay day should be 
very satisfying.

After all, 
you work so hard
and to find out
that,
perhaps,
all your labours
have reaped their reward
means you can breathe
a sigh of relief.

Bills can be paid.
Provisions can be bought.

And,
for the lucky ones,
some treat can be afforded.

Pay day comes 
with a sense of relief.

And then St Paul reminds us
the wages of sin is death.

Looking forward to pay day now?

[PAUSE]

We are well aware
of the inevitability
of death.

And, as Christians,
we know that sin and death 
are two sides of the same coin.

We die because we sin
and we sin because we know
we're going to die.

Adam and Eve
brought sin and death 
into Creation
creating a fissure,
a deep crack in our relationship
with God
and in our likeness
to God.

That crack has spread
through all humanity
depriving us 
of the ability to hear God
walking with us in the 
Garden of Creation.

Sin and death are
both separations from God:
they are both sides of the same coin.

How, then, can we possibly die to sin
as St Paul tells us?

[PAUSE]

The beauty of death 
is that it stops sin in its tracks.

The dead man can sin no more.

But to die in sin
means that separation from God
becomes permanent.

How can we both be dead to sin
and remain alive?

You know the answer to that.

Our Baptism is into the death 
of our Lord Jesus Christ.

In Baptism, we are given the grace
to be born again
but, in order to be born again,
we need to be dead first.

The wages of sin
have to be paid first.

And the death of Our Lord
pays those wages
for the whole world.

Who are the wages paid to?

God?

No. 
God does not want 
the death of a sinner
but rather that he turn
from his sin and live.

To the Devil?

No. 
The Devil wants us to think
he has a right to our souls
but he lies
and the truth of God frees us
from his grasp
by death.

To death?

How can death be paid to death?

With life!

Death is the absence of life.

We can pay a debt
by giving what is owed,
and the debt dies.

We can pay a hole in the earth
with earth,
and the hole disappears.

Pay death with life
and there is no more death.

Pay death with eternal life
and death is destroyed.

The death of Christ
is the means of our life.

In being baptized into His death
our wages of sin are paid
and, 
in paying those wages
both sin and death 
are destroyed.

[PAUSE]

Baptism gives us God's grace,
His active presence
by which we are incorporated
into His death
and into His life.

St John Chrysostom says,

"complete freedom 
from sin is not a reality as yet.

 We are told to live for God 
in Jesus Christ our Lord 
and to lay hold of every virtue, 
having Jesus as our ally in the struggle."

We cannot be free from 
the effects of sin in this life,
but, knowing that we have
Eternal Life in Christ,
we can be sure that 
Death will be the end of Sin
but not of us.

[PAUSE]

Sin and death are two sides
of the same coin.

And,
with that coin,
Christ has paid the wages of sin
for us on His cross.

We, too, must take up our cross
that we receive at our Baptism
and we must venerate that cross
because we are crucified with Christ
and will be raised to Eternal Joy
in Him.

Thursday, July 21, 2022

Sunday, July 17, 2022

Pushing forward and pulling back

Sermon for the fifth Sunday after Trinity

The Day of Judgement is here!

What do you see?

Perhaps you have the image
of Our Lord sitting on His throne
sending the sheep to Heaven
and the goats to Hell.

Perhaps you see Him
wearing a judge's wig
with a stern expression on His face.

Perhaps you hear Him
pronounce sentence
in a deep, grim voice
while all around 
angels circle 
ushering in the defendants,
escorting the blessed to Heaven
and driving the damned to Hell.

Perhaps, through it all
you hear that phrase repeated,
"Sin cannot stand in the presence of God."

Day of wrath and doom impending!

No wonder St Peter is terrified.

[PAUSE]

We are very used 
to the image of sin and punishment 
as being a legal affair.

And this is certainly
how St Peter sees it.

In recognising God standing
waiting for him on the shore,
he recognises
his own deficiencies
his failings,
his fear that causes him
to deny his God.

He cannot abide this
so He pushes God away,
 not only in fear of his life,
but also of shame for sin
and the fires of Hell.

Notice this! 

He is the one pushing God away.

God is drawing him near.

There is a bizarre tug of war here.

[PAUSE]

The image of God as judge
is perhaps too well established
in our thinking for our own good.

We only have human law-courts
and our experience of them 
and we frame our expectation
of God's judgement of us
in that way.

Some of us will only ever see
law courts on the television
and these will be overdramatic
and focused entirely
on the bad guy getting his comeuppance
and the good guy being acquitted.

But our law is a shadow 
of God's divine law.
What we fail to see
is the face of God
burning with a desire for us
to be whole again.

Look at the Holy Scriptures
from beginning to end.

Time and time again,
God comes to us face to face
but we turn away from Him,
so He approaches in a different direction
and we turn away from Him.

At every stage,
He presents Himself
sits with us
and tells us the truth.

He gives us every opportunity
to find Him,
begs us to turn to Him,
but in our selfish pride
we don't want to find Him
because our sin turns us away.

So we try and turn and turn and turn.

We spin on the spot
trying to cope with the presence 
of God that wills our good,
seeks our health
desires our presence
and rejoices in our being.

Afraid that the image of God as Judge
will cast us away 
into the forgotten wastes.

And what happens 
when God speaks to us
when His very presence
shows us how fallen we are?

"Fear not!"

[PAUSE]

Fear not. 

The Judge is not what you think.

Yes, He discerns Good and Evil
but He does so knowing everything
perfectly.

He does so with the intention
of doing something about it
healing,
restoring,
cleansing,
forgiving.

The Light if His Goodness
burns our sinful souls
but, rather than push Him away,
we have to embrace Him
and let the burning love
rid us of our 
most cherished misery,
our favourite sins,
our greatest faults
that, for whatever reason,
we can't let go.

It's the goats who won't let go
and who run away in fear
that God won't let them be
as they want to be
and who refuse the courage
to step forward into the arms
of their creator.

They have their reward.

But for those who turn
and trust the Lord
when He tells us not to be afraid,
we are given ...

Work.

A job to do.

Fish for men!
Feed the hungry!
Clothe the naked!
Preach the Gospel!

Give opportunities for people
to see Christ,
to fear Him,
and to dispel that fear
by seeing beyond our childish
perception of what it means
to be Judge in purest love!

He gives opportunities
to confront people
with His love.

Invite them to Joy!
Reel them in!
Don't push them away!

[PAUSE]

Our Lord will sit in judgement on us.
He sees our sins 
and He hates our sins.

He hates them because
they stop us from coming to Him.

We should push them 
out of our way to Christ
and let ourselves get drawn in
towards Him
and to Eternal Joy in Him.

Monday, July 11, 2022

Sunday, July 10, 2022

Love's judgement

Sermon for the fourth Sunday after Trinity

Be merciful and receive mercy.
Don't judge and you won't be judged.
Don't condemn and you won't be condemned.
Forgive and receive forgiveness.

Our Lord gives us two things to do
and two things not to do.

We are to be merciful and forgive.

We are neither to judge nor condemn.

But we do judge and we do condemn.

A man is judged guilty of murder 
and condemned to prison 
for ten years.

What's wrong with that?

We need judgement and condemnation
for the good of our society.

We need it in our personal lives, too.

If we make the judgement
that someone is a gossip,
then we don't confide 
our greatest worries 
with them.

If someone says something 
hateful towards another person,
then we condemn their words.

We need that.

Judgement tells us that 
there must be order in our society.

Condemnation tells us that 
there must be
fitting consequences
for our actions.

Our Lord cannot mean 
that we do away 
with the structure of our society
and our responsibility within it.

So what does He mean?

[PAUSE]

St Luke records 
these words of Jesus 
in his account of the Beatitudes.

Jesus pronounces 
who is blessed
and who can expect woe.

He also commands
that we are to love
even our enemies.

This means that
mercy, judgement, 
condemnation and forgiveness
have to be seen
in the context of Love
and to love
means to will 
intensely and actively 
the good of others 
regardless
of who they are.

We are to ensure 
that we only make judgements
in order to see 
what good the other needs to thrive
and be truly happy.

We are to ensure that 
we only condemn the evils
that beset other people.

[PAUSE]

True judgement is about discerning
what is good from what is evil.

But we are fallen 
and cannot always see 
what is good and what is not.

Certainly, 
we cannot make things good.

We cannot repair the damage
because we ourselves
are damaged.

It would be like 
repairing a pothole in the road
with a sponge.

If we discern evil in others
then there is evil within us
that can and must be discerned.

If we stand stoney-hearted
and allow others to be 
destroyed utterly by their sins
then we can expect the same thing.

We might not be able
to do good of ourselves
but we are able to do good
if we have God's grace,
because grace perfects nature.

We, the Church, 
have been given grace
to help,
to heal,
to strengthen,
and lead people
to their perfection
in God Himself.

Mercy and Forgiveness
are manifestations of that grace.

Judgement and Condemnation 
are reserved only for God
in the Last Day
Who knows the secrets of the hearts
of everyone created.

We don't take that upon ourselves.
We seek only to make people
truly whole
and truly happy.

We seek others' good
but we can only find their good
and ours
in Almighty God.

But seeking someone else's good 
without God,
using our own standards
will bring sorrow upon us.

If our judgement and condemnation
prevent another's approach to God
then we cease to be truly whole
we cease to be truly happy
because we fail 
to have reflected
the loving God in our lives.

There is evil to be judged,
and we can make that judgement,
but with God's love.

There is evil to be condemned
and we can make that condemnation
but with God's love.

But, if we lack
the love of God
and the love of neighbour
we all are worse off.

[PAUSE]

Love's judgement never destroys,
but what does love truly 
judge and condemn?

Can we do the same?

Sunday, July 03, 2022

Valuing Joy

Sermon for the third Sunday after Trinity

Why all this fuss over 
finding a single lost sheep?
Sheep go wandering off
every day.

Why call your friends together 
just to say, 
"look! I found my lost silver coin!"
Unless it is a rare silver coin
you might not think
much about it.

Surely there are better things
to rejoice over than 
a single silver coin
and a sheep with wanderlust.

[PAUSE]

Well here's the issue:

A lost sheep might seem
trivial to one person
but it isn't trivial
to this shepherd
who values the sheep highly.

A lost coin, 
even a ha'penny piece,
might have more value to this woman
than the billions in the bank
of a tycoon.

We each have a different idea
of what is valuable.

A thing is valuable to us
if it motivates us to do
or to feel something
to possess it
or keep it safe.

This is why Our Lord tells us
that where our treasure is
our heart will be also.

It's almost so simple
that we pass over it
without giving it a moment's thought.

We will only work 
for the things we value.

This is why the Lord tells this parable.

It's a parable about
the value we place on things.

What is insignificant to one person
is vital to another.

We only search 
for something lost
if it's something we value highly.

The harder we look,
the more valuable it must be.

If Christ is prepared 
to leave the Royal Court
of ninety-nine angels in Heaven
to save one poor human being,
then what does it say
about how much value we have?

This is why the beggar 
is called Lazarus,
and the rich man is not named.

It is the person who is valued,
not earthly riches
and we forget this at our peril.

Why are we so valued?

[PAUSE]

We have been created
to share in God's joy.

We are meant to be people
who rejoice in the Lord alway,
but we don't because
we start caring about things that get lost,
and spend our lives looking for them.

Sometimes, 
the things that we are looking for
don't exist in the first place!

It's something that we are to unlearn.

We need to unlearn 
our value of the world,
in order to value God most.

We worship only what we love the most
and we need to learn to worship God.

Only then can we rejoice 
in what we have
because we rejoice in it
for God's sake
and not for our own.

[PAUSE]

If someone asks us to rejoice
when they find something
that they have been looking for
then it is up to us Christians
to bring our joy with us
so that whatever was lost
and is now found
becomes a reason
 to thank God.

It is our Christian calling
to work at
turning happiness into joy.

That way we can consecrate
what was lost
and is now found
and make it a vehicle
for people to go one further
and find the God
Whom they lost
and is always there to be found
if people will just seek Him out.

[PAUSE]

We Christians can find joy
but it is hard work.

When we find it,
it is our duty to share it
so that others can rejoice 
in the Living God,
the source of all joy and gladness.


Sunday, June 26, 2022

Beyond the Walls

Sermon for the second Sunday after Trinity

Three invitations. Did you count them?

To the well-to-do people of the city;

To the socially disadvantaged 
people of the city 
living rough in the streets; 

To the socially disadvantaged people 
who live outside the city 
in hedges and by the side of roads.

The only people we know 
who don't go into the feast
are those who live comfortable lives
and know that they need nothing
from this feast.

Only those who hurt
those who struggle to live
those who know that they need healing
those who know that there is joy 
but not in how they are living
those who know that the feast
will be more than they could ever hope for,
these accept the invitation.

But it isn't three invitations, is it?

It's just the one,
just the one "come to the feast!"
offered to everyone.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord's parable is quite clear.

The city is Jerusalem 
and those inside are the Jewish people
- people whom God has always loved
- people whom He has called to the feast.

But those who are satisfied
with their own lives
reject Him,
and the invitation that He has written
in His own Blood.

So He turns to those 
who see Him as their hope
and they receive Him.

Here are Peter, James, John 
and the others
who know that they need healing,
who know that they need joy,
who know that they need salvation,
who are wounded by the world's
pitiless indifference
who hate the brokenness of
their souls
who are tired of the battle
to be good within them
with its constant losses
failures 
and degradation.

They accept the invitation
but it isn't enough.

The feast is not big enough yet.
There is still room.

And so the invitation passes
beyond the walls.

[PAUSE]

It finds those outside
the Jewish race,
who suffer the same woes
and torment
and it gives them hope.

They, too, can come into the city,
further up and further in,
to the palace of the feast giver,
the king of the Jews,
The Lord God Himself,
The Father
Whose invitation is the Word of Life
Christ Himself
and Who draws all people
through His Holy Spirit.

It is the Spirit that fires the hearts
of men to spread the Word,
this invitation to Life Eternal,
of Eternal Joy
of Eternal Satisfaction.

Those who refuse
live out their lives
with what they have always wanted,
but their hearts 
are where their treasure is
and they miss out on
Life Eternal
Eternal Joy
and Eternal Satisfaction.

They are left with
an Eternal Life of sorts 
but nothing beyond their thoughts;
an Eternity of indifference
shown to others and by others;
an Eternity of never being satisfied
but never knowing precisely why.

Those who refuse the invitation 
shall not enter into God's rest.

[PAUSE]

What we have to do is clear:
Say "yes!" to the invitation
and spend lives inviting others
in our thoughts, words and deeds.

At the moment, 
we stand beyond the walls
but we are invited nonetheless.

We must prepare ourselves
for the feast.
We must lives turning towards God
We must let others know that
they are invited too.

We have to wait for the city gates 
to be flung wide
to lift up their heads
and we shall enter in
with the King of Glory.

Sunday, June 19, 2022

Flesh and Spirit

Sermon for the Sunday in the octave of Corpus Christi

In some of our Churches,
they use the Thanksgiving after Mass
from the 1549 Book of Common Prayer.

This prayer gives thanks
for being fed with
the spiritual food
of the Body and Blood 
of Our Lord Jesus Christ.

What does that mean?

Does it mean that
Our Lord is only present
spiritually in the
Consecrated Host 
and Chalice?

This presents us
with a bit of a problem.

Our Lord says to His Disciples 
"a spirit hath not flesh and bones." 

He also says,
"the bread that I will give 
is my flesh, 
which I will give for 
the life of the world."

If the Lord gives His flesh
for us to eat,
and spirits do not have flesh,
then the presence of Christ
at the Mass
cannot be a spiritual presence.

We know also,
that God is a spirit
and this means that 
the Divine Nature 
does not have a body.

But Jesus is God,
fully Divine,
fully Human,
He has no flesh in His Divine Nature
but in His Human Nature.

If He gives us His flesh to eat,
then He does so from His Human Nature.
But Our Lord's Divine Nature is inseparable from His Human Nature.

This means that
Our Lord is present 
in the Consecrated Host
fully in both His Humanity
and His Divinity,
Flesh and Blood.

So how can what 
we receive in the Mass
be spiritual food?

[PAUSE]

God is spirit and
we are to worship Him
in spirit and in truth.

If we are to worship Him in spirit,
then we are spiritual beings.

The food we receive is not 
a spiritual presence.

It is food for our spirit.

Remember that 
our flesh is at war with our spirit.

We human beings
are broken.

Our nature is fractured.

We are at war within ourselves.

Our Baptism changes that
because we are given
the gift of the Holy Spirit
to dwell with us and in us.

And, to make us more spiritual,
we take into ourselves
the very Flesh and Blood
of God Himself
so that our bodies
and spirits are fed.

[PAUSE]

God gives us Himself
so that we can become
like Him
and participate
in His Divine Nature.

This is why we are grateful
for His feeding us 
with the food that will
grow our spirits
so that we can be like Him.

It carries the responsibility
for using what we are given
to sanctify the world
through battling against
the flesh of the world
which wants us
to deny Christ and become
just corruptible children of dust.

The Mass shows the world
that it is still loved by God
and this love is in such plentiful supply
that it breaks the boundary
between what is Human
and what is Divine.

We need to show this Mass to the world.
And, in ourselves,
we are to lift up Christ
and carry Him about,
so that through us
and by Him
the world may be brought back to Him.

We have a lot to do.
Perhaps we need to gain strength
by eating what is truly good for us.

Sunday, June 12, 2022

Living Trinity

Sermon for Trinity Sunday

At Mass, we come to God, 
and God comes to us 
at the meeting place of the altar.

We can point to His presence with us
and, in the same faith,
we are fixed in His gaze
until we have taken Him
into our bodies and souls,
our lives and our hearts
where He dwells 
and makes us more like Him.

But God is Trinity in Unity.

We are not.

How are we meant to become
like God?

We need to learn to live the Trinity.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord Jesus Christ 
becomes a man,
so that we might become 
like Him
and live our lives
as committed members
of the Orthodox and Catholic Church.

We are not to live lives that are Arian.
Arians believe that Jesus is created,
more than a man,
but not of the same substance of God.

If Arians become more like that,
they will never see God.

They will never know 
true salvation
which lies beyond
the universe of created things.

We are not Arians.

Being Arian says that
our life can only be lived
in Creation
and separate from God.

Being Arian
denies that
the end of our journey
is God.

We are to live lives
in the hope 
of our return
to the visible presence of God
and not as part of the backdrop 
of the universe.

[PAUSE]

We are not to live lives that are Apollinarian.
Apollinarians think that God 
doesn't become fully Human,
that He puts on a human costume.

A god in a human costume is 
not being true
either to himself
or to human beings.

God is the Truth
and He loves us,
so He can't pretend to be human.

He becomes human
in order to be true to us
and to join us to Him.

If we live Apollinarian lives
then we see God as remote
and not fullyy invested in what we do
or who we are.

If we live Apollinarian lives,
then we push God away from us,
not trusting Him to be fully on our side,
rather than inviting Him
in to our lives.

[PAUSE]

We are not to live Nestorian lives.

Nestorians think that 
you can separate Jesus the Man 
from Christ the God.

They say that Mary is 
only the mother of the human bit
of Jesus,
not His God bit.

The Nestorian life says that 
we can live human lives 
every day of the week
but we have to be Christian 
on a Sunday.

The Nestorian life says
we can keep God in 
a separate part of our lives
and can live out the rest 
without worrying about 
His involvement in the rest.

But we are to lead lives
Inseparably with God.
We recognise Our Lady
as the Mother of God
and see that God is truly present
in our Humanity
so that we lead lives
in order to be truly present
in His Divinity.

[PAUSE]

We are not to lead lives
in which we think that 
being God and being human 
are the same. 

While we cannot separate
Jesus' humanity and His divinity,
we cannot pretend that
 they are the same thing.

Jesus is human,
so He has every aspect
of being human.

Jesus is God,
so He has every aspect
of being God.

Jesus' human nature
lives co-operating with His 
divine nature.

We have to live lives
In which we too
co-operate with God,
neither seeing ourselves in charge
nor leaving everything
up to God.

Our will is saved
by choosing God.

We are saved through God's grace 
and co-operating
with that grace.

[PAUSE]

We are not to lead Ikonoclast lives.

Ikonoclasts believe 
that the image of God 
should not make us long to worship.

They do not believe 
that an ikon can be holy.

They cannot tell the difference
between an ikon and an idol.

Living the ikonoclast life
means not seeing God
as being really present
alongside His creation.

Ikonoclasts separate God
from His creation.

For them, 
a photograph of Our Lord
would not stir up 
any desire to worship Him.

They do not believe that 
venerating an ikon
means that the veneration
is meant for who is in the ikon,
just as the kissing of a picture
of your mother
is an expression of your love for her
not for the picture.

We are to live in a world of ikons
reflecting God in the world around,
relating creation back to God
acting on our worship of God
through acts of veneration
whenever we are aware of His presence.

We are to live in a world of ikons
and using them to learn
how to become aware
of His presence again.

[PAUSE]

We are to live lives 
which reflect 
the Father, Son and Holy Ghost
as being real, supreme 
and always with us,
always willing to associate with us,
always present 
to love us,
forgive us
have mercy on us,
draw us,
save us,
and bring us to Him.

We do believe in one God,
Father, Son and Holy Ghost.

Saturday, June 11, 2022

Sunday, June 05, 2022

Spiritual Takeover?

Sermon for Whitsunday

One of the more 
frightening afflictions mentioned
In the Gospels
is the possibility
of being possessed.

The idea that 
a devil has some control over you,
making you do things 
you don't want to do,
that it inhabits your life
at the very deepest part,
is truly terrifying!

We see the poor man
possessed by Legion
able to rip chains
and terrify the neighbours.
But we see him 
delivered by God
as the devils are cast out
into suicidal swine.

Being possessed 
is something that should 
and does worry us.

We do not want to be controlled
by anyone
or anything
other than ourselves.

But isn't this what happens
to the Apostles?

Do they not become possessed,
albeit with the Holy Ghost?

Is the Holy Ghost taking control
of people?

[PAUSE]

Some of us are afraid
of the Holy Ghost
for this reason.

They worry that 
the Holy Ghost 
will make them do things
that they really do not want to do.

They worry that He will
change their lives
in ways that 
they cannot bear thinking about.

The trouble is,
they are right.

[PAUSE]

Allowing the Holy Ghost
to enter your heart 
will change your life,
but He will honour where you are
in your faith.

Look at Moses.

He is frightened
of the task 
of telling Pharaoh
to let his people go.

God gives him powers
and even lets Aaron speak for him.

So Moses accepts and is transformed.

[PAUSE]

Our Lady accepts the gift
of the Holy Baby in her womb
and all is done unto her
according to the Angel's word.

The disciples aren't ready
for the Holy Ghost
until Our Lord ascends into Heaven.

At every stage, 
the Holy Ghost meets is where we are
but spurs us on.

We do not lose 
the freedom to choose.

The Lord says,
"If ye love me, keep my commandments."
And then He says,
"and I will pray the Father
and He shall give you
another Comforter."

Our keeping of the commandments
comes before,
and separately from,
the giving of the Spirit.

That's not to say 
that we can work our way
into Heaven
by keeping of the commandments.

But rather we can work out 
our salvation
with the Holy Ghost
alongside us,
not controlling us,
so that our salvation is completed
and perfected
by His grace.

It also means that
when the Holy Ghost comes
He is not going to take us over
so that we can just sit back
and let Him do all the work.

While we may be His,
the Holy Ghost
will not possess us
and turn us into His puppets.

We are given 
the immense dignity
of our own free will.

God created that in us
He wants us to use it
and He wants to perfect it
by living alongside us.

That is what Paraclete means:
one who works alongside,
a side-kick almost!

[PAUSE]

But the Holy Ghost is dynamic
and, for love of us,
demands that we be dynamic too.

He may respect who we are,
even who we think we are,
but still He wants us
to become the person who He created
- the person we truly want to be.

Eventually, in Him,
the person that we think we are
becomes the person
that we really are.

[PAUSE]

We are not God's playthings
or Jesus' Holy Incarnation
makes no sense.

Although life in the Holy Ghost
can be intensely uncomfortable
at times,
that discomfort comes
from a world that is passing away
possessed by the spirits of
Apostasy, Apathy and Complacency. 

The Holy Ghost living with us 
means that
we are living alongside
Eternity itself.

The more we grow in love,
the more we want to say, "yes" 
to the Spirit
and the more we say, "yes"
to the Spirit
the more we grow in love.

Wednesday, June 01, 2022

Sunday, May 29, 2022

Always nigh

Sermon for the Sunday after the Ascension

Repent! 

For the end of the world 
is nigh!

Heard that before?

The end of the world is nigh.

It's always nigh.

Worrying about the world
is something that
has plagued mankind
for centuries.

St Peter sees the end of the world
as being imminent in his time.
Even before him, 
many have worried 
about whether all things
will end in some catastrophe
in their time.

What is different from their time
and ours
is that we have a pretty good idea
of how the world might end
and what will cause it.

Unlike St Peter,
we can see the world
and what's happening.
We have good reasons 
to fear and worry
especially about our children
and our children's children.

There is a key difference
in how we see the end of the world
and how St Peter sees
the end of the world.

[PAUSE]

It seems that we look at
the end of the world
with fear and trembling.
We dread the horrors of the future
the pain and suffering
and the destruction
of all that is familiar.

St Peter has that future.
Rejection. Persecution. Crucifixion.
His Jewish heritage destroys itself
by hating him 
and throwing him out of the synagogue.
His stability of life in the fishing village
is taken away from him.
His life ends on a cross
upside down
in agony.

St Peter goes through
the end of the world
but he welcomes it.

We fear the end.
St Peter looks forward to it.
So do all the other saints.
They long for the end -
not because they want destruction -
but because they know
that what comes next
will exceed
any joy they can imagine.

[PAUSE]

As we stand 
and watch Our Lord
ascend,
body and soul,
into Heaven,
we are told that
He will come again
in the same manner.

We have nothing to fear.

But we do fear.

[PAUSE]

We fear because
we are still attached to earthly things
and earthly things will be destroyed
even our bodies.

God tells us not to cling to 
earthly things
but we do.

What do we do, then?

The key is holiness.

[PAUSE]

Holiness is about separation.

Whatever is separated
out for God is called holy.

God is holy because
He is separate from His Creation
and anything that is
separated for Him
shares His holiness.

And we are to share His holiness.

We have to be separated out,
set ourselves aside,
for God.

This is how St Peter
faces the end of his world,
trusting not in anything he has,
but that God has called Him out
into a better, more glorious world.
St Peter is holy, 
which is why he is called Saint.

Our lives, too,
must be set aside
from the purposes of the world
for the purposes of God.

We are always close
to the end of the world -
it could happen any minute -
but that's not a reason to be afraid,
or to give up
living for God.

Lives of prayer,
of devotion,
of seeking God in Creation,
of living the best lives we can
according to what is truly good,
of bearing our cross
as Christ bears His,
this is the path to holiness.

[PAUSE]

We are meant to be holy,
for God is holy. 

Not even the end of the world 
can stop us 
if we turn to Christ in love.

Tuesday, May 24, 2022

Sunday, May 22, 2022

Asking for reality

Sermon for Rogation Sunday

What are you asking God for?

Our Lord tells us that 
whatever we ask the Father for 
in Jesus' name, 
He will grant us.

It sounds like 
a licence to print money,
but you know that it's not.

St Paul is in prison.
If God would give Paul
whatever he wanted,
then he might be free from prison.

If God gives us what we want,
then why is St Stephen stoned to death?

If God gives us what we want,
then why does He not take 
the cup of suffering from 
His Only Son,
even when His Only Son
begs Him 
to let the cup pass from Him?

[PAUSE]

We worship God 
and that means
not treating Him 
like a genie.

We may ask for 
the things that we want,
but we cannot expect 
our prayers to be answered
in the narrow prison
of our own desires.

We can expect 
our prayers to be answered.
We should expect 
our prayers to be answered,
but they will be answered in a way 
that makes us more real.

St James tells us
that it is not enough
to say the words.
We have to do the work.

Doing the work
makes what we believe
obvious.

Doing the work 
takes our faith from
the vague clouds
of fact and theory in our heads
and shows the world
that we do have faith in God.

We are not saved by faith alone,
because faith is never alone.
A faith that exists just in the mind
does nothing for the body.
And we are to be saved Body and Soul.

Faith is the gift of God.
Free will is the gift of God.

And free will makes 
what is in our mind
become real.

Faith and free will go together.
And Faith also comes with 
Hope and Charity.
And it is Our Lord present
in body and soul
Who saves us 
Body and Soul.

If Faith saves
then it never saves us alone.

[PAUSE]

Whatever we ask God for 
requires faith in God,
but faith must be worked out.

Faith is the paper on 
which God has written 
His covenant with us
in the blood of His Son.

That covenant needs working out.
We need to play our part.
And God will play His.

And what does God promise us 
in this Covenant?

[PAUSE]

He promises
our hearts' desire.

He promises 
the one thing 
that will give us true joy
more than cars 
or money
or health
or wine, women and song,

more than 
freedom from prison,
freedom from persecution,
freedom from a painful, miserable death,

He gives us the one thing.

Himself.

And, in order to give us Himself,
He makes us more real
than we can know,
so that we can
enjoy his presence
for Eternity.

[PAUSE]

But this means
seeing the things that we desire
as not being the things 
that will make us happy
but as being the things
which show us 
what we really need from God.

If we want a fast car
then we might really want
a sense of exhilaration
of fresh air
and speed. 
It's not really the car
we want, 
it's the experience that
having a car might 
give us.

If we ask Him,
God will give us
His Holy Spirit
to thrill us,
give us a blast of the clean air
from Eternity
and the sense of His power
rushing through Creation.
But this means 
that we must 
be prepared to go 
wherever the Holy Spirit
leads us.

If we want to be healthy
then we might really want 
a life free from pain.
But God can give us this life
through His Son
in our own resurrection
from the dead.
But this means we cannot
be satisfied with 
our own relief from pain
and must work to relieve
the pain of others.
Their pain must become
our own pain.

If we want the company
of a pretty woman or handsome man,
then we might have a longing
for the company of someone
who truly loves us
and whom we find able to love.
God loves us
and, if we ask Him,
He will show us His beauty
which will go beyond anything
created.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord Jesus Christ says that, 
if we ask,
we shall receive.

We can ask for the universe.

But we cannot be satisfied with that
because we can have
the Creator of the Universe
Himself.

What do you really, really want?

Thursday, May 19, 2022

Sunday, May 15, 2022

Grace and favour

Sermon for the fourth Sunday after Easter

What is grace?

You hear a lot about grace 
in the Church, 
from the Gospels, 
in the sacraments 
and from the pulpit. 

Have you ever stopped 
to think about what 
grace actually is?

[PAUSE]

Tuesday's child is allegedly full of grace.

A good ballerina is graceful.

What does that mean?

Is it because she has 
complete control over her limbs?

Is it because she can
display the music in her body?

Or is it because we find 
her movements beautiful?

[PAUSE]

The Greek word 
we translate as grace 
can also mean favour. 

If something is graceful 
then it is favourable, pleasing, fitting.

Grace is not something
the ballerina possesses.

It's something we see in her,
something good.

[PAUSE]

The Angel tells Mary that 
she is full of grace.

Actually, he says something stronger 

In a single Greek word, 
Gabriel says 
not only that she is full of grace,
but that the act of filling her with grace
is complete, finished, done.
She is perfected in grace.

She has God's complete favour.

She is completely good!

This sounds very alien 
to ears two thousand years distant
and two thousand years sinful.

How is Mary good?

Only God is truly good.
So where good is, God must be.

"Hail Mary, full of grace,
the Lord is with thee!"

[PAUSE]

If God finds favour
in something He has created 
then He is present with it.

We now know that grace is 
nothing less than
the active presence of God.

Grace is a good gift,
and a perfect gift
that comes down to us 
from the Father of Lights.

It is something He wants us to have.

Mary has it 
because she chooses to receive it.

And we need to receive the gift, too.

Every sacrament the Church possesses
is a means of grace,
and gives the active presence of God
to all who receive it.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord enters the waters of the Jordan
to be baptized by St John.
His active presence in the water
means that the water in the font
is transformed into the same water
in which He bathes 
and washes away our sin,
and draws us into his family.

Our Lord breaks bread and says,
"This is My body".
This means that the bread is transformed
 into His body, and the wine, His blood.
And we are given His active presence
to nourish us
and prepare us for life's journey.

Our Lord blesses a marriage 
with His presence
and so sanctifies every marriage.

He is handled by His apostles,
and so gives them the power 
to bestow the Holy Ghost
for confirmation and ordination.

He is anointed with oil for His burial.

He forgives sins and tells His disciples to.

It is the active presence of Christ
in each of these actions
that make the sacraments 
not empty symbols,
but real displays of God's favour
and desire to be with us,
live with us,
love us,
forgive us,
heal us
and perfect us.

[PAUSE]

St James says:

"Every good gift 
and every perfect gift 
is from above, 
and cometh down 
from the Father of lights, 
with whom is no variableness, 
neither shadow of turning. 

Of his own will begat he us 
with the word of truth, 
that we should be 
a kind of firstfruits of his creatures."

God does not change and so
God's grace does not change.
The sacraments that we receive
are the same sacraments
that are received by 
St James,
St Paul
and anyone they give them to,
provided that 
we do not change how 
these sacraments operate.

God's grace begets us
with His Word of Truth
because 
Christ is the Word of Truth.

To be favoured by God
is to have Him with us
as we live our lives.

The Church is the means
by which every human being
may receive God's grace.
That is her purpose.

While we are with her,
we do receive God's grace
- grace which we can give
to those others
who dearly need to know
not only that they are lovable
not only that they are lovely
but they are also truly 
and completely
loved.

Sunday, May 08, 2022

Mirror, Mirror on the wall...

Sermon for the third Sunday after Easter

What do you expect to see 
when a mirror is broken?

It depends 
how badly it's broken, 
doesn't it?

It might be completely broken, 
glass shards everywhere, 
but you will still see yourself
 in any single one of those shards.

What if it's just cracked?

Well, then something 
interesting happens.

 If you look at yourself in 
an uncracked piece, 
you will appear normally. 

But, if your reflection 
goes across a crack, 
or even a missing piece, 
then there will be distortion 
or even gaps in your reflection.

 It's only when there is 
a crack or a warp in the glass 
that your reflection looks odd 
and doesn't behave in the way 
that it should.

What a broken mirror doesn't do 
is show a reflection of anyone else
other than the person looking into it.

[PAUSE]

When something is broken, 
it does not behave in the way 
it's supposed to. 

If it's just cracked, 
then it may well work 
reasonably normally for a time 
until something widens that crack 
and bits break off. 

The same is true for us. 

We are broken because of Sin. 

There are cracks in our being 
and we do not work properly. 

Look at our wills. 

If there is a crack in our will 
then it causes a split in 
what we want to do. 

We can want to do good and, 
yet, 
at the same time 
want to be utterly selfish. 

St Paul recognises this fracture 
when he sees in himself that 
he doesn't do the good 
that he wants to do
and that which he doesn't want to do, 
he does.

This is why even the very best of us 
are confused by 
our own sinfulness. 

This is why the people 
whom we revere most 
fall and sin and disappoint us.

Essentially the problem comes 
when the reflection of God in our lives 
falls over our cracks 
which distort our view.

[PAUSE]

It's seems as if we have two wills, 
but we don't. 

One part hunts for the things of the Spirit, the other for the things of the World. 

Both bits of your will 
want the same thing 
- to be happy, 
but you are confused as to 
how to get there. 

But, the more we follow 
our lust for worldly things, 
the bigger the crack gets 
and the more the reflection distorts.

Whose reflection?

It isn't yours!

[PAUSE]

Each one of us is 
supposed to be a reflection of God. 

The more we sin, 
the more the crack 
in our being widens. 

When we confess and repent, 
the more we focus 
on the unblemished part 
of the reflection of God in us.

 What we cannot do 
is close and repair the crack. 

That needs God's creating Grace. 

The will of the Flesh pulls away 
from the will of the Spirit. 

So St Paul tells us to focus on 
that part of our will 
that seeks the spirit 
because we can still see God 
reflected in that bit, 
despite our fragmentation. 

The more people see 
God reflected in us, 
the more will they see 
how to be good 
and seek the things of God. 

The more we recognise 
the will of the Flesh and reject it, 
the more will we show up the world 
for being silly and foolish 
- not by violence, ridicule or shouting, 
but by simply being obedient 
and quiet for God.

[PAUSE]

God looks at you 
and sees Himself. 

That surely is a wonderful 
and frightening privilege. 

Rejoice and reflect Him 
as best you can 
for the world needs it!



Tuesday, May 03, 2022

Sunday, May 01, 2022

Firing the Synod

Sermon preached at the XXXth Synod of the Anglican Catholic Diocese of the United Kingdom

The planet Jupiter
is fascinating
for many reasons.

It is the largest planet
we know
in our Solar System.

The Great Red Storm
on its surface
is more than
twice the size of our planet.

It has the largest number of natural moons
that we know of
and a magnetic field that probably
helped shape our Solar System.

Its gravity is enough
to trap the larger rocks into its orbit
thereby saving planet Earth
a bit of a bashing.

However, the planet Jupiter is a failure.

Despite its vast size,

it hasn't enough gravity
to compress and combust
the gas that forms it.

Jupiter could have been another star,
but it failed to ignite. 

[PAUSE] 

Ten virgins,
all pure as the driven snow,
all chaste,
all demure,
all socially acceptable,
all preserved from stain.

Yet only five get to go into the wedding feast.

The other five failed to ignite
because they didn't have enough oil.

What do we see here?

The pattern should be familiar to you:

it is not the following of social rules
that gets you into Heaven.

It's not the impression of sanctity
or holiness that cause our Salvation.

It's more than that.

There may be something important lacking.

Something internal.

Jupiter lacks enough substance
so it cannot burn.

The Virgins lack oil in their lamps,
so they cannot shine their light.

Having the appearance of the right materials
is not enough for the fire to start.

What is lacking?

[PAUSE]

We remember today St Catherine of Siena.

She is a noted Doctor of the Church.

So what is her diagnosis of those
who cannot start a fire?

What does she say is lacking?

She says quite clearly,
"be who you are meant to be
and you will set the world on fire!" 

Is she right? 

Many would say, "yes!"
but for precisely
the wrong reason.

We know full well that the Church isn't
about being who you want to be.

That’s the mistake the World makes.

The person of the world says,

"I am who I say I am.
Accept it, or else!" 

Listen to that again.
"I am who I say I am!"

You can really hear the problem, can't you?

Only One can say,
"I am that I am!"
and He rules the Universe.

It precisely this reason that
Traditional Christian Religion
is not popular at the moment.

It is precisely this reason
that some Christians
are trying to change the Church
so that it will say,
"you are who you say you are
and God loves you for that."

That is, of course, unbiblical,
unfounded
and unmitigated rubbish!

[PAUSE]

God loves you for who you are
- this is true.

But loving you means
a burning desire for your good.

God loves you
so that you shine as the person
He created you to be.

He desires your good.

But what is your good?

Nothing less than your perfection in Him.

We are to be perfect even as our Heavenly Father is perfect.

The Church is about
you being who you are meant to be.

Who you are meant to be
is God's decision, not yours.

Only God gives meaning.

Now, God created you
but He also allows you the freedom
to shape your life as you see fit.

That is part of the glory of being human:
we get a say our own creation.

We are indeed free
to be whoever we think we are.

But, leaving God out
of our lives of self-creation
means we will never be
who we are meant to be.

We cannot be perfect without God. 
 
[PAUSE]

In trying to become who we want to be,
we do set the world on fire.

The fire we cause destroys.

We burn up the world around us.

We burn up our environment,
our community,
our family and friends
and even ourselves,
just to get our own way.

We want what we want and,
literally,
to Hell with the consequences!

Just to become the person
that we want to be,
we cut off our noses to spite our face
in glorious vindictiveness
against God Himself
Who tries to show us who we really are
in His love.

We would rather burn up than let God ignite us.

We would rather disintegrate
into the ash of our own making
rather than shine like stars for all eternity.

[PAUSE]

But we needn't destroy.

Look at the burning bush
– aflame with the glory of God,
burning with a fire that illuminates
the sight of Man
to see God once more.

But the bush is not consumed.

It does not burn away,
and Moses catches fire from it
and he does not burn away.

 His face shines so that
people cannot look at him
for he burns with God's fire
and yet he does not burn away.

That is what we are meant to be.

This is what the Church is for.

We are the lamp for the world
set upon the hill for all to see.

We are like Abba Lot.

[PAUSE]

The desert father, Abba Lot,
goes to see the elderly Abba Joseph
and says to him,

 “Abba, as far as I can I say my Little Office.

I fast a little.

I pray.

I meditate.

I live in peace and,
as far as I can,
I purify my thoughts.

What else am I to do?”

Abba Joseph, in his great age,
stands up,
stretches his hands towards heaven
and his fingers become like ten lamps of fire,
and he says to Abba Lot,

“If you will, you can become all flame.”

We have all the ingredients to burn:
we have the Catholic Faith,
a Catholic Bishop,
a Catholic Liturgy.

We have Bible, Altar, Font.

We have the Church Fathers,
the authority to remit sins,
the Holy Sacraments, 
the Word of God Himself!

We have everything we need to burn.

We just need to be
who we are meant to be.

We just need the humility
to accept who God means us to be.

We need to struggle and be prepared to struggle because of this discrepancy
between who we really are 
and who we want to be.

Like Jacob, we wrestle with God
over our own existence
until, out of love,
He puts our hips out of joint,
so that we might understand
and accept ourselves in Him.

And who are we meant to be?
 
[PAUSE]

We are the Anglican Catholic Church
and we are meant to be exactly that.

As a part of the wider Catholic Church,
we are meant to bear the Faith once delivered to the saints,
the Faith that applies
at all times, in all places and for everybody,
to the English-speaking and English-cultured people.

We are to help people struggle with Life,
in the midst of our own struggles with Life,
so that all might find God.

This is what we are meant to be
and this is how
we are to set the world ablaze.

We can only do so if we hold together
in the unity of the Holy Ghost,
living our lives alongside the saints,
 like St Catherine,
who only appear to have died
and whose lives still burn brightly with God.

We can only do so if we are humble before God and each other.

If we shame the world by laying aside
our own hobby-horses,
our own selfish desires,
 our own self-importance
in order to share the same
Communion of Our Lord Jesus Christ
and thus further the burning love of God
for mankind in a world
that is growing cold.

[PAUSE]
 
Do you know who God means you to be?

How will you set the world on fire?