Friday, April 16, 2021

Parsons versus Fletcher

Stephen Parsons of Surviving Church writes:

"One of the weaknesses of conservative Christianity is the claim that there is only a single version of truth and teaching. There is a single way of reading the Bible and the leaders and their group possess it and proclaim it. This ‘truth’ is completely above any need to debate or even discuss. Such a claim is extraordinary when we think about it. It totally ignores the wide variety of cultural and historical manifestations of Christianity that exist. The expression the Bible ‘clearly teaches’ is also palpable nonsense for those who actually take the trouble to read the text for themselves. Consistency and clarity are not there to be found in the Bible, but only in the imagination of one who keeps the book firmly closed. Only in the context of a carefully supervised reading of selected passages during a sermon on Sunday mornings, can this illusion of coherence and consistency be maintained. For the rest of us who study it for ourselves with the help of commentaries, the Bible turns out to be a highly complex work, full of insight, nuance, paradox and mystery but not clarity. It does not suddenly become easy to understand, just because a preacher declares it to be the infallible word of God and makes numerous selected quotes to back up a line of teaching."

Of course, Mr Parsons is reacting to the deeply troubling abuse to be found committed by Jonathan Fletcher, a Conservative Evangelical who has been a leading figure in the CofE, and whose behaviour towards those in his care has been appalling.

Mr Parsons' view of Conservative Christianity is coloured by his rejection of abuse. He sees Evangelical interpretation of scripture as being more absolute than Is justified by history and culture.

I must confess to sharing the dis-ease with certain groups of Evangelicals who act as if the first 1500 years of the Church never happened. My main worry is that Mr Parsons is doing something similar.

Mr Parsons is saying that history and culture need to be involved in interpreting Holy Scripture and yet he does not say which version of history and culture he is using. There are different histories and different cultures. There is a version of history that says that women were ordained Catholic priests from the word go but their ministry was suppressed by a misogynistic regime. There is another version of history that says that the only women to be ordained in the Early Church were ordained in the Montanist sect. Likewise, we can read scripture in our own culture but this is vastly different from the culture of Africa where persecution is very, very real. To say that Conservative Evangelicals ignore 1500 years of Christianity on the grounds that they do not take into account other histories and cultures is to ignore the context of the Bible and the Church in which it grew up and influenced.

If one must take into account other cultures, then one must allow slavery, otherwise one is imposing one's culture of anti-slavery. Why is one right and the other wrong? Why is slavery obviously wrong in all cultures if one believes that another's culture should be respected.

Mr Parsons is setting up his own interpretation of Holy Scripture up against Mr Fletcher's under the assumption that his is right and Fletcher's is wrong. To what authority is Mr Parsons appealing? I suspect that he chooses the commentaries and studies that "challenge the system" which is all well and good but on what authority do they challenge the system. This seems more inconsistent and incoherent to me than Biblical Literalism because the only authority that is appealed to is one's own which is a bit problematic when one is supposed to be appealing to God's authority.

This is why I find Catholicism much more appealing. St Vincent of Lérins explains that Christian Doctrine develops organically and thus transcends History and Culture. The Bible has a context within the Church. While there are a lot of interpretations of the text they differ, not in doctrine, but in sense. I do not believe that the Bible is always literally true but rather that it is theologically inerrant which must take into account other senses than just the literal. The Catholic Church as a whole has been given the charisma of interpreting doctrine.

It is true that there is plenty of wiggle room, especially in the doctrines of eschatology, atonement and anthropology which are without clear position. However, the moral theology has more consensus than Mr Parsons will allow and, if Mr Fletcher is guilty of abuse (which is true) then Mr Parsons is guilty of promoting a morality based on emotional need and the authority of the present moral culture rather than that found in Christ's Church. To say that the idea of clear teaching in Holy Scripture is "palpable nonsense" is to cut off the branch on which one sits.

Mr Parsons is typical of those who follow the Liberal Christianity which I doubt to be properly Christian. He is as guilty of pushing his moral superiority as Mr Fletcher and his ilk. Both will rely on their own authority than submit to the Catholic Faith. Then again, perhaps they will say the same of me. 

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

Sunday, April 11, 2021

Child's Play Christianity

Propers for Low Sunday

Sermon for Low Sunday

Have you ever tried to explain the Resurrection to a three year old?

"Jesus was dead but now He is alive again!"

It rather jars, doesn't it? It sounds utterly ridiculous. We dress it up in fancy language and deep philosophical concepts but, when you strip away the complexity, you are faced with the simple truth.

"Jesus was dead but now He is alive again!"

It's almost obscene in its simplicity. Obscene because every day we are surrounded by terrible, horrible deaths. Last week, a two week old baby died when a car hit her pram. To that family in their grief, can we honestly say, "Jesus was dead and now He is alive again!"?

[PAUSE]

Obviously, there are ways of bearing witness to the truth of the Resurrection that are sensitive to the situation. With so much pain and grief in the world, we cannot allow that grief to be ignored in the slightest. The pains of death and grief are real. They matter so much and they cannot be dismissed by a simple child's statement of the truth.

Surely this is because children shouldn't know what grief is. 

"Jesus was dead but now He is alive again!"

And the grieving parent says, "why not my baby?"

[PAUSE]

The Lord's Resurrection stands against the backdrop of grief. The Crucifixion stands for all our pain and suffering. Our Lady sees her baby on the cross, although he is a grown man. And we Christians bear witness to this testimony that Jesus underwent a sham trial based on trumped-up charges was nailed to the cross and died there. He died just like we die whether we be two weeks old or two thousand weeks old. 

But His death is unlike any other: He sanctifies death. He makes it a door of hope. He doesn't take away the pain and grief. We have to bear those because they are proof of love. Our pain and grief prove to us that we are not robots or devoid of feeling. Our pain and grief prove that things should be different. They prove that our lives have meaning. They can only have meaning if God loves us in the first place.

But we have to bear our grief which is utterly inexpressible because it is so personal. The nearest we can get to the truth is "Jesus was dead but now He is alive again." Its simplicity is scandalous, not  because it takes away the grief and pain of death and the utterly unique circumstances of Resurrection. It is scandalous because it lies underneath our pain and sorrow and doubt and fear. It is a simple expression of hope which, if we accept it, will cause us pain and sorrow and doubt and fear because we dare to believe in something beyond our experience of earthly life which is subject to the grim spectre of Death.

What stops it from being blind and empty hope is that it is pure fact.

Jesus WAS dead but now He IS alive again.

These are historical facts. Our hope, our painful, sorrowful, doubtful, fearful hope, is based on facts so simple a child could understand it. 

It does not take putting our hands into the wounds of Christ to convince us of this. It is we who are wounded and broken by our love for others. It is Christ Who puts His hands into our wounds, Who reaches into our broken hearts and tells us the truth.

[PAUSE]

Our children are just as vulnerable to death as we are but the promise of Resurrection applies just as much to them as to us. They are victims of our sins even if they have never committed a sin, themselves. The Christian hope is based on two facts: that in the cross we find our deaths; that in the Resurrection we will find our life again unsullied by sin and Eternally bathed in God's love for each and every one of us, big or small, young or old.

[PAUSE]

How do you explain Christianity to a three year-old? The same way you explain it to yourself: Jesus was dead but now He is alive again.

Tuesday, April 06, 2021

The Resurrection and Elizabeth Barton


 A reflection on the life of Elizabeth Barton and why she is important for Anglican Catholics in the United Kingdom.

Sunday, April 04, 2021

A normal resurrection?

Propers for the Day of Resurrection

Sermon for the Day of Resurrection

What do they think is going to happen?

They sit alone and afraid, wondering whether they are safe or whether they will be taken and die miserably. They daren't set foot outside for long but, when they do meet, it's with people they know to be safe and share their fear. 

Will life ever get back to normal?

[PAUSE]

The trouble with normality is that it sets its own boundaries, and beyond those boundaries are fear and darkness. There is yet no light in the darkness as they sit behind their locked doors begging for normality to return. Is this fear the New Normal?

Some of their number date to leave the confines of their dwelling. They can't stand knowing that they have a duty to do and yet risk death by leaving their isolation. What they have to do has more importance than just being safe, clinging to the shreds of normality and despair. Out into the darkness they go. The rest shiver and go back to the silent desperation of their New Normal.

[PAUSE]

The night's darkness softens. There is a shout. A cry of joy. Death is gone! No more is there normality in darkness and fear. The day is here! The light is here! Life is here! And here is a newer normal.

This New Normal is not like the time before the darkness when life seemed indifferent and hope cheap. This New Normal will not be taken for granted, nor will it just tick by comfortably and numb. 

The New Normal will be a time of readjustment of expectation and lifestyle. It will be a reassessment of the truth in the new light. There will be changes and struggles and pain and suffering but there will be life, joy, faith, hope and love. 

To live in the Old Normal is to embrace death and dwell with it forever. To live in the Old Normal is a rejection of life and truth, a rejection of authenticity and meaning in accepting the second best.

Not everything about the New Normal will be different. In fact, it will look much the same but without fear and with the light of the truth. The difference is that Death has been conquered, the tomb is opened and Life walks the Earth once more.

[PAUSE]

And so, even before they undo the bolts, put the keys in the locks and fling open the doors, Life enters and says, "Peace be with you!"

And He breathes on them His Spirit of Life.

And the doors are opened, and they go forth to the New Normal to tell us all that Death is dead and we are safe.

This is the Day that the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it! Alleluia!

Friday, April 02, 2021

Thursday, April 01, 2021

A Communion of Cannibals?


Sermon for Maundy Thursday

Are you a cannibal?

There are many people who misunderstand what the Lord does on Maundy Thursday. They see us eating the Lord's Body and drinking His Blood and will say that, if we really believe this then we must be cannibals.

It's a misunderstanding that might cause us offence but it is a misunderstanding that is almost as old as the Last Supper itself. Indeed, the Romans report that Christians engage in cannibalism in their worship and use this as a reason to persecute them.

And still today, in tracts and scurrilous rumours, Catholics are seen as crypto-cannibals. But we most certainly are not.

[PAUSE]

First, we must understand that we do eat and drink the Body and Blood of Christ. Jesus tells us this very clearly in St John's gospel. 

People will say that Jesus is not talking about the Eucharist but about His death on the Cross. Jesus tells us, "unless you eat of the Flesh of the Son of Man and drink of His Blood, you shall not have life within you." On hearing this, many disciples are scandalised. They think he is talking about cannibalism. They leave, grossly offended by what Jesus is saying. But Peter stays, and the others, because Jesus has the words of eternal life.

And today, at the Last Supper, Jesus says, "this is My Body" and "this is My blood" and the disciples remember what Jesus has said, and that His flesh is meat Indeed and that His blood is drink indeed. In eating His Body and drinking His Blood, the disciples consume Life itself.

[PAUSE]

And here is the point. Jesus is not feeding them with His Human flesh and blood, though He is there body, blood, soul and Divinity. He is feeding them with His Divinity through His physical but non- scientific Body. Jesus is Divine and Human. There are not two Christ's, one Human and one Divine, but one Christ with two natures. His Divinity is made Man at the Incarnation: Mary is indeed the Mother of God.

It is not human flesh that we eat at Mass, nor is it human blood that we drink. If it were then they would look, smell and taste like human flesh and blood. But Jesus is still there in His humanity, though under the appearance of bread and wine so as not to scandalise those that partake of the Sacrament.

But we do truly eat of the Body and Blood of Jesus. In the consecrated Host, in the Chalice, truly are the physical Body and Blood of Christ, just as Mary is the Mother of God. We can believe that and take into our frail human bodies the true Life of God Incarnate. 

[PAUSE]

Tomorrow we will see the body of the Lord nailed to the Cross. We will see His blood pour from His wounds. We will see Him die. God dies in His Human nature.

And God lives in those who take Him into their human bodies. This is not eating death like cannibals do.

His body is broken on the altar of the Cross for our redemption, and It is broken at the Eucharist for our sanctification. This is the means of our resurrection and our door into Eternity.

[PAUSE]

Today, we see a small, human being betrayed by his friend, denied by another and forsaken by all, and we weep for our sin of rejecting God. But through this sin, breaking the power of Sin and Devil, God gives us Himself so that we may live. Let us take, eat, drink in humble and fitting reverence before Him in complete gratitude for the Holy Mystery we receive. And let us life the Life we have consumed.

Friday, March 26, 2021

A Long Engagement

Propers for Palm Sunday

Thoughts for Palm Sunday

Today, it is customary to let the Long Gospel speak its profound truths for itself.

Rather than hear a sermon, perhaps it is better to prepare ourselves to hear the message of the Long Gospel by looking at how we react to its words.

1) If we wave our palms with joy at the triumphal entry of Our Lord into Jerusalem, how do we then stand with the crowd and shout, "Crucify"? How does this happen?

2) How does Pilate make us feel? Do we see a governor pressured into killing an innocent man, or do we see one whose political ambition blinds him to the Truth standing in front of him? What would it take for us to come to the opposite conclusion? What would it take for us to forgive Pilate?

3) As we walk with the Lord to Golgotha, what do we hear from the crowd? Are these voices heard in our lives? Are these voices heard in our own hearts?

4) As we watch the Lord being crucified and hear His words of forgiveness, how far does our ability to forgive really extend? What is its limit? How often do we pray to go beyond that limit?

5) As we watch Our Lord die, how do we see our own death approach? Are we ready to go? If not, why not? If Death comes tomorrow, are we ready?

6) As we watch Our Lord being buried, are we willing to bury someone we love in the tomb we have prepared for ourselves?

Sunday, March 21, 2021

When the present predates the past

Propers for Passion Sunday

Sermon for Passion Sunday

Today is a day of revelation. Today we find the answer to two questions which still are asked today. These two questions have the same answer and you know that answer for you hear it from the words of Our Lord Himself.

First question: why is Jesus killed?
Second question: who does Jesus think He is?

The answer: "Before Abraham was, I AM."

[PAUSE]

This one sentence from Our Lord brings out the murderous side of the Jewish leaders. Stones are picked up at the ready. Faces are contorted in incredulous anger. Fingers are stuck in ears in a vain attempt to shut out those terrible words.

"Before Abraham was, I AM."

Jesus has revealed the truth.

Jesus is God.

In one little sentence any idea that Jesus is just a good man, just a wise teacher, just a social revolutionary, are all overturned. 

"Before Abraham was, I AM."

[PAUSE]

You can tell that there is something odd about this sentence because it doesn't make grammatical sense. And then your ears are drawn back in time and you hear the same voice calling out of the burning bush, "I AM THAT I AM". 

This is the most holy name that God gives Himself to Moses so that the Jews might know Him. This is the Name that accompanies the God of Jacob, Isaac and Abraham. This is the Name that goes right back to the beginning. At the beginning of it all, before anything exists, God is.

And Jesus is saying that His present predates the past. His Now comes before our Then.

There is only one way for this to happen. Jesus Himself has always existed beyond Time. Not even the angels can say that. For now, for our sake, Jesus is made lower than the angels and soon, in our time, He will be crowned with thorns and spitting.

Still later on in our time is He risen, ascended, glorified, crowned with glory and honour above the angels.

[PAUSE]

A good man cannot predate the past.
A good teacher cannot predate the past.
A social reformer cannot predate the past.

Either Jesus is mistaken.
Or He is lying.
Or He is deluded.
Or He is telling a parable.
Or He is telling the truth.

The miracles He performs, His resurrection from the dead, His appearance to five hundred people after His death show very clearly that He is telling the truth.

Jesus Christ is God indeed!

It is for this truth that He suffers.
It is for this truth that He dies.

It is this truth that He came to us in the first place, to give us His good news.

Jesus is God and He loves us.

Do not be deceived by those who say that Jesus never claims to be God. 

"Before Abraham was, I AM"

You can't get clearer than that!


Thursday, March 18, 2021

Sunday, March 14, 2021

A mother's covenant

Propers for the fourth Sunday in Lent

Sermon for the fourth Sunday in Lent

What's the difference between a contract and a covenant?

It's easy to get bogged down in legal terms here, especially in a day and age in which everything we do is accompanied by a list of terms and conditions which we have to sign. Even accepting cookies requires a statement of consent. 

In many ways there is little difference as they produce more or less the same effect: an agreement between two parties.

The real difference between contract and covenant lies in how it affects the relationship between two parties. A contract exists only as a legal entity. It consists of an offer, the acceptance of that offer and the considerations of the implications of that offer. If the terms in the contract are met then there is nothing beyond it.

A covenant sets the context of a contract. A marriage may be legally expressed in terms of the contract but those terms carry with them the relationship between husband and wife with all the emotional details, the love, the kisses, the arguments, the better, worse, richer, poorer, sickness and health. The covenant is the stage on which the contract plays out.

And this is where Sarah and Hagar cone in.

[PAUSE]

St Paul uses these two mothers to illustrate the difference between the ways which we approach God's covenant.

Hagar represents the covenant of the Law. Everything is expressed in terms of a contract, the "thou shalt"s and the "thou shalt not"s. For the Pharisees, the Law is everything and any meaningful relationship with God is pushed to one side in order to fulfill what the Law says. But, when the Law is fulfilled there is nothing left. It is done and dusted. When the Law is not fulfilled then there is sin and punishment and sanction and condemnation. The Law can do nothing about the effects of sin. All it does is say what sin is.

[PAUSE]

Sarah represents the covenant in which the Law is set as an expression of God's love for His people and how He desires a relationship with His people. He gives us His blood of the New Covenant in order to drink into our bodies His life and love. In Him the Law means something - a contract that we love Him and our neighbour in order to deepen that relationship and rid ourselves of the evil that threatens our very existence.

Notice, it is God who starts the covenant. In each case, it is God who makes the offer, sets the terms and allows us to accept or reject those terms. We cannot begin to do what is good without first knowing what good is. And we cannot know what good is without God first showing us what it is by showing us Himself. This is the grace He gives us in a covenant which we didn't ask for.

[PAUSE]

You often hear the petulant teenager shout, "I didn't ask to be born!" This is true. We have a covenant put upon us by just being born. We have a covenant with our mothers simply by their pregnancy with us. They have a duty to see that pregnancy to the end. We have a duty to honour them and look after them in their old age. A mother's covenant is very powerful.

God's covenant is more powerful still for it is His Will not only that we come into being but that we should continue to be. But this covenant is expressed through Mother Sarah rather than Mother Hagar. We may not ask for this covenant but the benefits that it gives us are more than we can ever dream. 

In this covenant we are loved, we are sought, we mean something, we have a value beyond our wildest imaginings. And the contract of this covenant is written upon the Cross on which God is crucified and which we receive in the Sacrifice of the Mass through our membership of Mother Church.


Monday, March 08, 2021

Your opinion is not that important

 


A reflection on the nature of our opinions and how they relate to the worship of Our Lord Jesus Christ.

Sunday, March 07, 2021

Shutting the door on Sin

Propers for the third Sunday in Lent

Sermon for the third Sunday in Lent

How many temptations have affected you today? Have you kept count of them? Do you know what the biggest ones are?

[PAUSE]

Lent begins with the recognition of temptation in our lives as Christians. The Lord confronts the Devil who tries to tempt Him using His bodily needs, His mission to proclaim the Kingdom of God and His relationship with His Father. 

Every aspect of ourselves can be used for sin and we often find ourselves with "secret faults" - sins that we fall into that we don't recognise as sins in the first place. The trouble is that the Devil is very convincing and will use every means at his disposal to destroy us and those whom we love.

We can see this in the Pharisees who denounce Our Lord as possessed by a devil. They are steeped in the Holy Scriptures and fulfil all that the Law demands but this doesn't protect them from the temptation to be proud. They value their own observance of the Law above the worship of God. Pride knocks at the door of their hearts and they let it in because it has a familiar face that pleases them. 

If temptation didn't have a pleasing face then we wouldn't let it through the door of our hearts.

This is why Lent is hard.

[PAUSE]

Isaiah says of Our Lord that He is not beautiful to look at that we should be drawn to Him. He knocks on our door but He does not have a face that will allure us into opening up. He is concerned with what is true, not what looks good to us. He might not look beautiful but He looks true, authentic, the real deal.

He does not worm His way into our hearts with vain promises of fulfilling our hearts' desire. He wants to give us more than that but we can be so focussed on feeling comfortable that we simply do not appreciate the spiritual worth of Our Lord's love. 

Christianity is hard work and it is only after we put the effort in, make sacrifices and reject what is good for something better that we begin to see a glimpse of its true value.

[PAUSE]

The Devil will try to persuade us using vain words that we are not being tempted really and taking what we want is okay. He may even reason from the Bible! He will present something easy and immediately gratifying. However, his argument will always have a falsehood. 

You may even see churches fall into temptation and away from God. They have been tricked by arguments in which the values of today's society are being read into Holy Scripture. They have forgotten that the Church has been given the moral values to live by - values with which modern society struggles with. St Paul tells us that we have to walk apart from all those who are disobedient to God and seek to turn others to their way of thinking. That does not mean that we should stop loving them. This does not mean that we denounce them as being of the Devil. This does not mean that we browbeat them until they come back.

It means we pray for them, do all that's good for them, respect their free will, try to see Christ in then however marred. But we do not walk with them, preferring to stick to what the Church has always taught. 

[PAUSE]

Above all, we need to check carefully who is knocking at the door of our hearts. Sins have beautiful faces which they push right up to the peephole. But we recognise them as sins because God has told us that they are.

Then we lock, bolt and batten down the door and turn to God who is already here in our heart waiting for us to look for Him.

Friday, March 05, 2021

Sunday, February 28, 2021

It's my body... isn't it?

Propers for the second Sunday in Lent

Sermon for the second Sunday in Lent

Why do we refer to a human being as somebody or address lots of people as everybody? We used to say things like, "poor soul" and we still have All Soul's Day. We also send up a sign of distress with an SOS - save our souls.

The way we talk about ourselves is significant. We know that a human being has two bits - a body we can see and a soul that we can't. Even then we get confused. Some like to say that you don't have a soul but you are a soul. Others like to say that we are made of body, mind and spirit.

This is interesting: we have moved away from talking about souls and focus more on bodies. Because souls are not obvious and really the most personal aspects of who we are, we have difficulty talking about them and our language reflects that.
And it has consequences.

[PAUSE]

The more we focus on our bodies the more we believe that we are just bodies. We forget about the needs of our soul. We begin to think that as long as our bodies are happy, our souls must be happy too. And when our body needs something then we think that what it needs is good for the soul.

And St Paul says, "rubbish!"

[PAUSE]

He will tell you that the wants of your body are at war with the wants of your soul. That's not saying that they are always in direct opposition: we need to eat, drink, sleep and keep warm to keep body and soul together and stay alive. But what the body thinks it needs are often completely at odds with what the soul needs to thrive.

What we do with our body affects our soul.
What we fail to do with our soul affects our body.

[PAUSE]

When the Gentiles are first welcomed into the Church, they are told that they must not eat food sacrificed to idols not must they engage in fornication. Look at that! Both these conditions are to do with the conduct of our bodies. Gentiles do not have to keep the whole of the Hebrew Law but they do have to keep themselves pure. They have to see that what we do does affect who we are. Impure actions start in our soul and are strengthened when we carry out those actions in our body. 

It matters what we eat and it matters who we sleep with. It may feel right in our bodies, but it may not be right in our souls.

[PAUSE]

But we don't know our souls very well. You know already that we have difficulty in understanding and talking about them. This means that we have to trust God and what He tells us about our souls. God gives us moral standards to live by because He can see our souls and bodies.

If He tells us that we must not sleep with people outside marriage and that marriage exists only between a man and a woman, then we have to take Him at His word. To do otherwise damages the soul.

Of course, if we have forgotten about the soul then we are tempted to see sex as one of God's good gifts to be enjoyed without understanding the limits of how it is good for us. We are now seeing people so focussed on the needs of their bodies that they become depressed when those needs are met. Meeting those needs is being confused with Love: how can it be Love if it satisfies the body and not the soul?

[PAUSE]

Lent gives us an opportunity to listen to what our body says it needs and take it with a pinch of salt. We put aside in satisfying bodily needs completely in order to listen to our souls and, most importantly, to God Who knows us better than we know ourselves.

[PAUSE]

Perhaps also we need to stop talking about everybody and begin to start talking about everysoul instead. Perhaps in doing so, we shall turn our gaze back to the Holy Spirit and realise we don't have a body - it is being lent to us by God.






Sunday, February 21, 2021

Apostles for all

Propers for the first Sunday in Lent

Sermon for the first Sunday in Lent

The bishops are the successors of Our Lord's first Apostles, those eleven men who sit at His table, who hear Him in the synagogues and then go out giving up everything, even their very lives, for the truth of His Resurrection. Those eleven become twelve with the addition of St Matthias, and then fourteen with St Paul and St Barnabas and so on...

The earliest Christians chart these Apostles and their successors and they show that, for the good of the Church, these Apostles are to be succeeded in our bishops so that the whole Church throughout Time may receive the grace of God that the Disciples receive.

But what of us who aren't bishops. Do we just sit there like sheep and let the bishops do all the work?

[PAUSE]

There is a tendency among certain sorts of Christian to be lazy. These say, "I'm okay. I'm saved. There's nothing for me to do except sit in the congregation and bask in God's love." These will sit and criticise their bishops or priests and question their message and not do anything other than do what they want to do in smug self-satisfaction.

These are the Christians that St Paul encounters at Corinth.

[PAUSE]

Having written his beautiful first letter to the Church in Corinth, St Paul receives a reply in which his credentials as an apostle are called into question. They think that his message to them doesn't suit them.

We see St Paul demonstrate that he is better qualified for apostleship than any of their false apostles but that he glories only in the Cross of Christ. What we see now is that he turns the tables on these false apostles. If they truly glory in the Cross of Christ, then they will pick up their cross with enthusiasm.

[PAUSE]

For St Paul, apostleship is a perpetual Lent. It means giving up what is good for Christ. It means receiving unjust punishment for Christ. It means being willing to put your head above the parapet to proclaim the Gospel and risk a cannon ball to the face. 

And this is not restricted to the bishops. As Catholics we are to participate in the ministry of our bishops. We aren't to sit there and let them do all the work. We aren't to sit glued to Facebook and watch them get abused for the Gospel they preach. We aren't to see them as figures to snipe at. We are to share their work. The bishops are bidden to give God's grace to you in order for you to do something with it. The sacrament of Confirmation is open to all Christians and in it we receive the grace to work actively as Christians in the world. If we don't then we receive God's grace in vain. We bury our talent and will have to receive the consequences when the Master comes to collect His talents once more with interest.

[PAUSE]

Our Lent should be looking to give up ourselves for the good of the Church. We should look at ways in which God through His bishops sends us out to work for good for those who need to hear and receive the good news and God's hope in their pain, sorrow, fear and doubt. We should listen carefully to God this Lent and hear how He sends us.

And then, when He sends us, we pick up our cross and walk with it into the world for the love of all.

Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Sunday, February 14, 2021

Identifying Love

Propers for Quinquagesima

Sermon for Quinquagesima

St Paul talks of love and we know that it's this unconditional love that we can have for each other. We also know that God is love and that He commands us to love Him and to love our neighbour.

How can love be a commandment? Can God be such an insecure tyrant as to demand that we love Him?

[PAUSE]

Ah! He commands that we love Him. He does not demand that we love Him.

Just as He commands the universe to be, just as He commands fire to be hot, just as He commands gravity to hold planets and galaxies together and electricity to power motors and just as He commands human beings to be a fusion of body, mind and spirit, so does He command us to love because He wants us to share His life with us.

If God is love then love needs to be shared and God has created us to share it. Love unites us to God. There is nothing that can separate from God's love for us except our own non-existence. His love for us is unconditional. If we are to know what love is then we must begin with God. This is why this commandment is first. In order to love our neighbour, we must first love God.

Can human beings love anything unconditionally?

[PAUSE]

What stops us from loving unconditionally is sin. A conditional love is not the love from God because God's love is unconditional. Thus any restriction on love must be the consequence of sin somewhere down the line, either directly our fault or the consequence of others' sins. The fact that we need marriage vows in the first place arises precisely because they can be broken.

There is a further trouble. We might not put conditions on our love for someone else but we can and do put conditions on what it means for someone to love us. Sometimes we claim that we cannot be loved unless we are loved for who we are.
Sometimes we claim that unless we are not accepted as we are, we cannot be loved.

[PAUSE]

The trouble is that, actually, we don't get to say who we are: God does. God gives us being but we shape our being with what we do. If we sin then we distort ourselves and must return to our Creator. If we make sin part of ourselves and demand that people accept that sin, then we deprive ourselves of God because we are separating ourselves from Him.

[PAUSE]

We hear people say, "God loves me for who I am!" This is true. But when we say that, what we often mean is, "God loves me for who I say I am!' and that is not true. God does not love us for who we say we are. He loves us for who we are. 

If we want to be loved for who we say we are then God will give us what we want. It will be so much less than what He offers. It will be less than unity with Him. It will be separation - eternally so. It will be Hell. 

God's love can only be fulfilled by returning to Him and allowing ourselves to be loved for who we really are. This means a sacrifice of things which stand in the way. This means a rejection of things which tell us that we are something less than who we really are. This means a fast from good things in order to find better things. This means a fast from seeking the fulfillment of the lusts of the flesh in order to find reunion with God through the humanity of Christ Jesus Our Lord.

[PAUSE]

Our actions do shape ourselves which is why we are justified by faith and works together. Our Lenten fast must be an action that turns us to the Light of Christ so that we can strip away the conditions that we put on loving and being loved. The result will be a fulfillment of God's commandments to love and an Eternity of knowing exactly how God loves us. 



Sunday, February 07, 2021

Why should the Anglican Catholic Church grow?


 A reflection on what we are trying to achieve when we say we want the church to grow.

How to win followers and influence people.

Propers for Sexagesima

Sermon for Sexagesima

You may have noticed that the world of Social Media has brought forth a new type of person - the Influencer. These are people who gather such a following that businesses pay them to advertise their products and thus influence their followers. These are the superstars of Instagram: social media royalty. Their voices are heard across the internet.

Whose is the most influential voice you hear? What makes them influence you so?

[PAUSE]

St Paul finds himself faced with the Church at Corinth who doesn't really take him seriously. The Corinthian Influencers don't think highly of St Paul and looking down upon his teaching. They have a different message for Corinth based on their success and status and St Paul is rather low in their estimation.

The question that St Paul is asks the Corinthians is what is it about these influencers that makes what they say of better value than what he says. Is it their education? Well, Paul is well-educated. Is it their Jewish heritage? Well, St Paul's is impeccable. Is it the exciting life they lead? Well, St Paul's life has been a roller coaster since the road to Damascus. In fact, anything that makes the Corinthian Influencers worthy of their influence, St Paul has in spades. 

But it's all worthless.

St Paul says that his position as an Influencer is utterly irrelevant. The Corinthians are not listening to the right people because the people who influence them most do not preach the Cross of Christ.

The Influencers speak from their status, their learning, their heritage, their life experience. The Cross of Christ speaks of embarrassment, humiliation, pain and death. Anything that has given these Influencers is shown to be worthless when nailed to the Cross.

What St Paul glories in is the Truth and nothing less. Away with all earthly authority authority! Away with power, status, charm and good looks! Away with degrees, education and learning. It is the Cross of Christ that is to be preached of its own weight, not because someone tells you to.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord wants us to follow Him from our own choice and conviction, not because people tell us to follow Him. We weigh the words of St Paul and we find that they are supremelyvaluable based on what he says not on who he is. The Bishops of the Church have the ministry of teachers but they are duty bound to teach only the truth of the Gospel. Even if we dislike our priest or our bishop intensely, we must put that dislike aside and weigh what they say.

[PAUSE]

In recent years, we have had bishops telling us that the Resurrection is just a story. One very senior woman has recently accused St Paul of being wrong to cast out a demon. If we listen to what these people say, we can hear that they have corrupted the teaching of the Church. They have become Corinthian Influencers seeking to preach a popular, fashionable Gospel which lacks any substance. Their gospel is a gospel of earthly justice. It is not the Justice of God.

[PAUSE]

God has given us a brain to use to weigh up what we hear and see, so that we might find Him. The existence of the Church and her teaching is His gift to us for all time so that we are not blown about by the winds of doctrine puffed out by Corinthian Influencers. 

[PAUSE]

The words of St Paul point solely to the Word of God by Whom we shall be judged. Let the Word speak for Himself in His Gospel, in His Church and in your lives.



Tuesday, February 02, 2021

Captain Tom and the Light to lighten the Gentiles

 


A reflection on the life of a remarkable old soldier and the encouragement of Christ.

Sunday, January 31, 2021

Combing out hard labour.

Propers for Septuagesima

Sermon for Septuagesima

We are now in an age in which we have major labour-saving devices: washing machines, microwaves, even self-cleaning glass in our windows. If our devices really do save labour, why are we still working so hard?

[PAUSE]

It doesn't really matter whether we are slugabeds or earlybirds, the work that faces each of us is hard and often we feel disheartened at facing our labours. Like the Red Queen on her run with Alice through the looking glass, we seem to put an enormous amount of energy into just staying still. If we don't, things just fall apart. Why?

[PAUSE]

When Humanity is cast out of the Garden of Eden, God tells us, "Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life; Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field; In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return."

Notice God doesn't curse the ground. He tell us that it is cursed by us. Our hard work is as much a consequence of our disobedience as smashed china is a consequence of letting go of Grandma's favourite milk jug. God's creation is ordered and Humanity's free decision is to disorder it based on the Devil's lie. God tolerates this because He loves us enough to let us be free to choose.

It means that all of our lives follow paths like tangled hair. They knot and intertwine until our paths become hard and complicated. The more we look to do our own will apart from God, the more we knot and tangle not only our lives but the lives of everyone else! No wonder it hurts when we try to straighten things out. No wonder the prospect of God running a comb through our lives is frightening.

[PAUSE]

"It is but lost labour that ye haste to rise up early, and so late take rest, and eat the bread of carefulness : for so he giveth his beloved sleep."

In our hard work, we often lose sight of ourselves and our relationship with God. We work in vain, our lives tangling and snagging on the result of our brothers and sisters trying to live their lives. We cannot escape hard labour.

But we can look beyond it.

God gives His beloved sleep.

[PAUSE]

We live our lives for God. While that doesn't excuse us from Life's hardship, it does allow us to see ourselves as part of God's Creation and in the light of His promise of rest with Him. God labours six days to create and rests when His labour is complete. We, too, have the promise of His rest from our labours.

[PAUSE]

Labouring for God is hard work indeed, whatever time we pick up our shovel. But it's end is God Himself waiting like the prize at the end of the race. We will weep, we will struggle, we will hurt and be in agony, but all things - absolutely all things - work for good for those who love God.

We just keep calm, carry on and keep praying. It's all we can do, but God will do the rest.

Saturday, January 30, 2021

Sunday, January 24, 2021

Angrily Unable

Propers for the third Sunday after Epiphany

Sermon for the third Sunday after Epiphany

The first few weeks of 2021 tell us a good deal about the state of our political health. It's not looking good. There's a lot of noise, a lot of recriminations, a lack of respect for those in political office. There is much anger.

Much of that anger comes from the fact that our politicians won't do as we tell them to do. Surely, we elect them on the basis that they represent us at the level of government. But often, we don't feel as if we are being represented. When the opposing party gains power, we become angry. Why?

[PAUSE]

Much of our anger comes from the fact that we feel powerless, that no-one is listening to us, that things we know to be wrong are happening but we can't stop them. The Twentieth Century has seen many dreadful instances of inhumanity committed against God's children that we cry, "no more!" We have learned to stand up and shout. We have learned to resist. We have learned that we can stand up to bullies.

This is all well and good, but is everyone we oppose really a bully? Is everyone whose politics we oppose really like Hitler?

[PAUSE]

Often we can see parallels with history and surmise that, if we do nothing, atrocities will happen again. "Those who are ignorant of history are doomed to repeat it," we say. This would be true if the conditions now are precisely the same as they were back then. But, no matter how proficient in history we think ourselves to be, our knowledge of the world is imperfect and we don't know all the facts. The future is not always going to be a complete repetition of the past. The temptation is to cling to our knowledge of history and be angry with those who don't see things the way we do. We are angry because we are powerless to make people know what we know.

[PAUSE]

We know how God wants us to be moral creatures, how we should revere life, how we should not tolerate the destruction of the innocent. Yet, the people in power seem utterly oblivious to the innocent and seek to put the rights of others above the needs of those who cannot speak for themselves. But they are in power and we are not. We become angry because we are powerless.

[PAUSE]

Our society is angry because we do not have the power to make things right. We can't heal the sick or let the oppressed go free. We can't admonish sinners or counsel the doubtful. We see Christian businesses suffer for holding Christian beliefs. We see Churches attacked for promoting good moral values and the worship of God. We see people who have nothing but distain for Christ come to power and influence and utter blasphemy upon blasphemy upon blasphemy.

And we become angry. And what does God do about it?

"Vengeance is mine," says the Lord.

And, to exact that vengeance, He gets Himself crucified.

[PAUSE]

St Paul says, "give place into wrath." That place is the cross. Our wrath comes from a lack of control. But God is in control.

If we berate our politicians for tolerating, or even promoting, the suffering of the innocent then we must remember that God tolerates the suffering of the innocent out of respect for all humanity. That does not mean that He actively wants the innocent to suffer but rather He, and only He, has the power to make that suffering more than worthwhile. His methods are far beyond our understanding and His love for every human being is beyond anything we can give.

We are utterly powerless to make this world a better place to live but that's a good thing because what we think is "better" is highly imperfect. If we want to make the world a better place then we need to start with oursrlves. If we want the world to be perfect then we need to be perfect first. 

Be angry and sin not.

[PAUSE]

The only way we can deal with the departure of politics from God's law is to recognise our limitations and do what we can. Once we have reached out limit, we must pray with tears and sorrow and let our impotence run its course. 

God's weakness is stronger than our strength. God's crucifixion is more glorious than our greatest achievement. In Him, the suffering of the innocent becomes their glory and the shame of those who caused it.

[PAUSE]

Be angry and sin not. Trust God to exact His vengeance in His way and know that justice will be done. Let us rejoice in our powerlessness rather than allow the Devil to use it to control us.

Friday, January 22, 2021

Sunday, January 17, 2021

Taking a cup of wine.

Propers for the second Sunday after Epiphany

Sermon for the second Sunday after Epiphany

The Lord offers you a cup of wine. Do you take it? 

If He turns water into wine for us then we have proof that God does not demand us to be teetotal. Why else would He use wine to be transformed into His blood at the Mass?

Of course, being teetotal is not a bad thing at all, but it's not something we should expect of everyone. True, it means that, if you're teetotal, you don't get drunk and thus fall into a multitude of sins. But there are other sins of excess - self-righteousness for example. 

[PAUSE]

There are some people who use their personal discipline in abstaining from drink to take great pleasure in putting people down who enjoy a mug of beer or glass of wine. 

This is true of other forms of abstinence: there are vegans who will turn their abstinence from all animal produce into a show of greater moral character which they lord over others. While it is indeed a true and good thing to find better ways to treat animals and have a greater urgency to look after Nature, using it as a reason not to love your hamburger-munching neighbour shows that you worship a different god. 

We have to take care that, if we refuse the cup the Lord gives us, that we are not dashing it out of His hand.

Yet the cup the Lord offers is not always of wine.

[PAUSE]

St James and St John say that they can drink of the same cup that Our Lord drinks. They drink the cup of suffering for Christ. This is something that we often forget in the comfort of our lives. Sometimes the wine that the Lord gives us is bitter or sharp, or pains us.  

Do we refuse that cup? Do we dash the cup of suffering for Christ from His hand?

[PAUSE]

We Christians love Our Jesus. We would not willingly dash any cup from His hands. Instead, we run to Him begging Him to turn our water into wine. We  want to receive anything that He gives us gratefully because it is He that gives it to us. But often we do not recognise the wine we are given to come from Him.

We live in a depressing time where all seems dark and people seem sad and unkind. Some of us live in fear of coming darkness. Some of us fear the collapse of all that we love and hold dear. There are violence and harsh words. 

The cup we have to drink is to live in this world. The cup the Lord gives us is to tolerate living in a broken society and not turn our backs on it. The cup we are presented with is the harsh reality of being human beings separated from God by sin. This is what's in the cup and it looks horrible.

But this is just water. 

Watch as the water Jesus gives us becomes wine.

[PAUSE]

The wine that Jesus gives us means that we can have joy despite all the troubles in this world. Even in the darkest pit, even in the deepest fear, even in the sharpest pain, there can be joy. Jesus shows us this by His death. The holy martyrs show us by the way they willingly embrace their suffering. It can be done. We, too, can have joy and laughter and love and peace and see the glory of God even in persecution if we receive fully the cup of wine God gives us. The wine is His Spirit - it is His very self! And it means we can laugh at the Devil in his very face in amidst all the sufferings that He would use to wrest us from Christ. The wine that we receive gives us the power and strength to laugh in the faces of irritation, annoyance, fury, grief and despair, and all we need to do is drink deeply of Christ's cup. We need to drain it, not taste it, spit it out and return to comfortable despair.

All this darkness will pass. All pain and suffering will pass. The wine of God gladdens our hearts and draws us to Him. Our Lord offers you His cup? Will you take it?

Monday, January 11, 2021

On Ideolatry and Protestantism

A few strands have been coming together in my head recently. First, I have spent much of my social media time over the last couple of days arguing the foundations of the Catholic Faith with an out-and-out Protestant. Everything I wrote, he countered in a way that did not make any sense to me. Clearly, I was not making sense to him. That's not his fault nor really is it my fault but one question came to my mind, "what if I have actually got it all wrong?"

Similarly, as I suspect happens to every Catholic priest of all stripes, just as I was genuflecting before elevating the host, I heard that voice say, "why are you kneeling to a little white circle?" Again, that question arises, "what if I have actually got it all wrong?"

In reading the Roman Martyrology at Prime, I find myself wincing at the phrase "worship of holy images" because that seems to justify the Protestant accusations of idolatry and is not what Ikonography is. With holy images we venerate the saints depicted, "hyper-venerate" the Blessed Virgin depicted and worship the Lord Jesus Christ Whose Holy Incarnation allows us to depict Him. That's what the phrase "worship of holy images" means but it isn't what it says.

The more I think of these instances the more I have become convinced that people are becoming so entrenched in their ideological framework that they are beginning to worship that by defending it unreasonably - especially through cancelling the debate. More and more of us are committing Ideolatry: putting our worldview above God. This means, as I have suggested before, that we are shoehorning God into our worldview rather than letting our worldview expand to receive God.

You might say that it's a bit rich of an entrenched conservative Anglican Catholic to talk of open-mindedness when my worldview is closed to Liberalism. I take the point but I do remember at University having some truly terrible theology shoved down my throat because if I "needed to experience other traditions". To be honest, I try a live and let live approach. If people want to do liturgical dance that's their business. My opinion is that it has no place at Mass or Office but I appreciate that this is what people feel called by the Spirit to do. They might be wrong or I might be wrong but if we are both seeking to be true to the same Holy Ghost then our mistakes are going to be put right.

This is the point. The most ardent Catholic of any stripe and the most ardent Protestant of any stripe will agree on one simple fact that Jesus Christ is a historical figure who actually died and actually rose again from the dead to save humanity from Sin and Death.

I say this but there are those who call themselves Christians who deny even the reality of God Himself. And this is where we really do lose all common language and all I can do is hope and pray that we may find some method of communication. 

The main trouble with holding an ideology is that we often defend its slogans without really taking them to their logical or communal consequences. We sit comfortably within the bounds of our worldview without exploring the horizon.

I do try to practise what I preach but I know that I am far from perfect. One conclusion, though, that I have drawn somewhat reluctantly is that the Church of England to which I once belonged is ideologically Protestant and that the Nineteenth Century Anglo-Catholics with the best will in the world tried to read history as if Cranmer, Parker, Elizabeth I et c didn't intend to build a Protestant Anglicanism. The facts of history say otherwise. The Homilies that the XXXIX Articles requires read are Protestant as is the plain reading of those Articles in that the embrace a soteriology and sacramental theology different from the Primitive Church. Thus from the intention of the Establishment and those who govern that Establishment, the CofE was certainly Protestant from 1559 onwards. 

The painful reality for me is that I spent much of my life as a Protestant. 

Why painful? Is being a Protestant so bad? To my mind, Protestantism is incomplete. In removing the excesses of Papal authority, it threw out that which has been cherished from the beginning of the Church. In crying "Sola!", Protestant ideology misses that some things like Scripture and Faith are never alone nor can be separated from other aspects of Catholic belief. The one thing that has revealed to me the extent of the Protestantism of the Church of England in the 16th and 17th centuries has been the Calvinist ikonoclasm which robbed the faithful of the looking glass into the presence of the Divine. In choosing to remain in the CofE I was accepting the inherent Protestantism despite, like many others, dissenting from it. As long as I remained in the CofE, however nominal, I was accepting the ikonoclasm, the stripping of the altars, and latterly the Liberal Modernism which has changed even what little access to the Catholic Faith the Protestants had.

Thus I find that my current exploration of Anglican Catholicism is a great comfort for, together with the other G4 Churches, the Anglican Catholic Church is continuing the Oxford Movement to its logical conclusion. That conclusion is NOT Rome, at least not the Roman Church which claims ownership of Catholicism and demands inappropriate obeisance to an earthly monarch who, however venerable, holy and true, cannot possess the authority and attributes claimed. In holding the Primitive Faith of the First Millennium and using that as the basis of theology, I can read my Anglican heritage through that, discarding that which does not fit, such as Cranmer's overtly Protestant theology, and supplying what the faith teaches.

Thus I do not have to deny history, nor revise it or half-tell the story, but rather reform the reform and re-place the theological authority which has been removed.

However Protestant the CofE may be, it intended to continue the Apostolic Succession and, if there has been a breach anywhere along the line, it had been made up for by our relationship with other Catholics. But I do not believe there has been a breach - saepius officio has shown that, until 1992, the CofE had valid orders. 

Even then, the Anglican Catholic Church and her communion partners have the express intent of continuing Catholic and Apostolic Orders and thus either we are still Catholic or we have recovered the remnants of Catholicism from the Anglican Communion. Thus, whether we were Protestant or not, we are not now: we have supplied all that Protestantism lacks.

But is this not a form of Ideolatry? Do I worship the Catholic Faith that I promote or do I actually worship Christ? Now that is a good question and, to answer it, I have to look at my intentions: why do I pursue, promote and peddle the Catholic Faith. And the answer to me is clear: it is all about Jesus Christ. It is about seeing Him in the world around, of being sensible to His presence in my life and keeping Him in view. I read about Him in my Bible and I hear His words but, more, I see Him in my ikons, I see Him, touch Him and consume Him in the Mass and thus I take Him into my heart - the core of my being. He is not a theological construct but a person of History as well as Eternity. He is real and not just words in a book. The Holy Ghost convinces me of this and shows me that I can trust what the Lord says: if His body is meat indeed, then that little white circle is truly Him as He is - not through theory, but through what He tells me Himself, and I trust Him. Thus, for me, the Catholic Faith is just the room in which I meet the object of my desire, my life and my happiness. He is not my ideology but my ideology is based entirely on Him. Of course, that's not to say that there are no cracks in the walls in the room in which I meet my God. Perhaps some of those cracks become doors to other rooms.

If we hold to an ideology, then we have to recognise that it is sonething that we only allow ourselves to inhabit under the condition that we need to explore it fully so that we can function and communicate with other human beings with whom we share existence. To do otherwise would be selfish and lead to an ideology of solipsism. I do not believe the Catholic Faith would allow this on the grounds that the Saviour became incarnate to unite Christians in Him.




Sunday, January 10, 2021

Tabloids, Truth and the Unknown Saviour

Propers for the Sunday after the Epiphany

Sermon for the Sunday after the Epiphany

We hear of the events of the Lord's birth.
We see the angels and shepherds and Magi.
We see the glitter of gold, smell the frankincense and bitter myrrh.
We see the baby in the manger.

And then we see nothing.

We have nothing about the life of Our Lord until He is twelve years old and talking to the Rabbis in the temple except that we see Him fly into Egypt and return after the death of Herod. We know nothing of the early life of Our Lord: just the circumstances of His Birth, an incident in the temple, and then silence until we hear Him begin His ministry with the word, "Repent!"

Why do we know so little?

[PAUSE]

There are some rumours, stories in old books such as the Infancy Gospel of St Thomas which do not have the greatest reputation. If the Gospels are top quality journalism, then the Infancy Gospel is a sensationalist tabloid. Here we have tales of the Lord making birds out of mud and striking dead bullies and irascible teachers. All very lurid. All very fanciful.

Why don't we know more about Jesus' life?

[PAUSE]

Our question is met with another question: why do we want to know more about Jesus' life? We have a fascination with biographies and autobiographies in which we look for all the lurid details which the authors have taken great delight to publish. 

Perhaps, just perhaps, we have this love of biographies because we want our lives to correspond with those we admire, or scoff at those we do not. We seek validation for our own lives in the reports of others'. Our sins don't seem so bad if we compare them with another's. 

The problem is that a biography is not a person. It's an impression, just a mere footprint in the sand of life and eroded by the tides of time. If we seek some comfort in being ourselves in the ghosts of others'lives then we aren't being true to ourselves. We know only about ourselves if we're willing to interact with other people.

[PAUSE]

All that is written in the Gospels about Our Lord's life is all wee need to know for our own good and our own salvation. The Lord's infancy is not relevant to us and, if we have any respect for the privacy of others, it is best left alone. Surely it is better to learn about someone's life from their own lips as friends than reading about them in the tabloids!

If we're seeking to feel better about ourselves then we need to address our own brokenness rather than look for it in others. We can only deal with our own brokenness by opening ourselves up to Our Lord and admitting that we need healing. We must present to Him every aspect of our lives by which we are  crippled by self-loathing, doubt and shame because it is in Him that these vast chasms of imperfection within us can be cleansed and healed by His Grace. 

[PAUSE]

The Lord is reading our autobiographies as we write them in the fabric of reality. Ours is the highest quality journalism because we cannot but reveal the truth to God because He knows us more than we know ourselves. He doesn't seek our embarrassment nor to feel good about Himself from our mistakes. On the contrary, rather than read our autobiographies, He wants us to share our lives with Him so that He can share His life with that. This is not something that can be written in any book, but rather in the depths of our heart.

Tuesday, January 05, 2021

Revelation in the Darkness

 

As the darkness of another lockdown falls, a reflection on the Lord's Epiphany.

Sunday, January 03, 2021

The Family Name

Propers for the Feast of the Holy Name

Sermon for the Feast of the Holy Name

It certainly used to be the case that some countries would only allow babies to be called certain names from an approved list. In France, your name-day was apparently regarded with more importance than your birthday. It is still the case that members of the Church will wish you "Buon Onomastico!" on the feast of the Saint who shares his or her name with you. If your name is not that of a saint then you seem to miss out.

These days, people want control of their identity and there has been something of a backlash against the idea of your parents being the ones to give you your name. 
There are good reasons: some parents are irresponsible and give babies inappropriate names which will damage their relationships with others and undermine their sense of self. Yet there are many of us who will change a perfectly respectable name purely on the basis that they did not choose it themselves. "It's my name so I get to choose it!"

Today, there are even parents who will not even name a baby to prevent a forcing of an identity upon them. After all, getting your name changed by deed poll is a bit of a palaver. But what effect does that have on the baby? How would you feel at not having a name until you got to pick it? 

Naming a baby is more than just putting something down on the birth certificate. It is affecting that child's identity for the rest of her life.

We do have to remember that there are parents who are so abusive that is quite reasonable for a child to leave and change her identity in order to escape from the abuse. The change of name is the sign of ending the relationship with the toxic family. But then, this is a family in name only. 

[PAUSE]

Jesus is not a name in St Joseph's family, nor is it in Mary's. His Name is given to Mary from God by the Angel. This is a clear statement that the Lord's parentage is not of human origin. 

Giving a baby a name is a statement of family, but that baby deserves to be part of a family in more than name only. Giving a baby a name needs to be an assurance of unconditional love. Giving a baby a name needs to be considerate of how that child will fit in to world. Yet, often, we fail at supplying their needs. Our failures as parents damage our children. That damage contributes to our children's failures to be parents. That's how Sin works and propagates.

[PAUSE]

Jesus' Name comes from God Himself. It is a clear indication of His desire to save us from sin throughout History. Just as Sin propagates through Time, so does His one single perfect Sacrifice on the Cross in which we participate in the Mass. 

In the Mass, we come together as a dysfunctional family to receive Christ in order to be reconciled with Him and with each other. We know we are not perfect. We know that abuses have happened in our Church family even at the hands of priests and bishops who are supposed to serve the Church. We loathe that so much! But the Christian family is a family in more than name only, for that name is Jesus!

We bow in worship at His Holy Name because we recognise His identity as God Incarnate Who chooses to be given a name that we can pronounce so that we can call upon Him and know that He will hear us. In His Name, the abuses with the Church Family will be exposed and stopped. Wounds will be healed. Tears will be wiped away. There will be a family celebration!

[PAUSE]

St John reminds us that if we are God's family on Earth then we are His family in Heaven. If He is the Father then He will give us our new name along with our white robes of Heaven. We will be renamed so that we might know that we are part of His family for Eternity. That name will tell us who we are - who we really are.




Tuesday, December 29, 2020

Blogday 2020: Communication, Communion and Common Prayer

As usual, today I reflect on this little blogling which has now attained the age of fifteen. 2020 has not been a kind year to many of us, and it's rather been like a teenager spending his free hours walled up in his bedroom. An interesting biological fact is that puberty kills off a lot of connections in the brain which enable communication skills. This is why communicable eleven year olds turn into  monosyllabic teenagers.

This has not been a good year for communication. First, as is evidenced by the American Election in the US and Brexit in the UK, people are becoming ideologically divided, and this has ramifications on how we communicate with each other. Some communication is already being stifled in order to cease causing offence to others or inadvertently stray into "hate speech" - a term which still lacks a coherent objective definition. There is a risk that those who are offended by another's words may call on "hate speech" legislation. This is already taking place. We are also seeing increasing violence as people of different ideologies are beginning to clash, especially at political demonstrations.

Secondly, the restrictions in movement and COVID have pushed more communication online where anonymity creates a veil behind which "trolls" thrive. By "troll", I mean one who has the full intent to offend or upset. Here I think of the dreadful comments made about the Duchess of Sussex following her miscarriage. Rather than comfort a woman in mourning, words were used to harm.

A troll is not the same as someone with an intent to challenge another's worldview. If we publicly express an opinion then we must be prepared to allow others to challenge it fundamentally and even robustly.

We are indeed free to say what we wish to say, but all rights have responsibilities as the other side of the same coin. If we tell a joke then our intent should be to make people laugh and not to injure. Yet, many a true word is spoken in jest, and satire has a value in waking us from complacency to a hidden reality to our condition. We have to be careful what the object of our lampooning is. We also have to be careful to see any offence that we take for what it is. At all stages of humour, as I said earlier this year, there must be the unconditional love that thinks the best of another's motives until evidence presents itself to demonstrate their ill-intent. This is based on the fundamental principle of law of "innocent until proven guilty".

Mr Biden seeks to unify an America broken by ideological conflict. He will only do this if he has a principle that both sides of the ideological barrier can accept. Just appealing to "truth, justice and the American Way" is no longer possible if people are now questioning whose truth, whose justice and which American Way.

The Continuing Anglican world might also be similarly divided. Remember, not every Anglican Church can properly call itself "Continuing Anglican" unless it has been born from the Congress of St Louis for that is the moment of the term's definition. For example, the Orthodox Anglican Church doesn't really call itself "Continuing Anglican", even though it does continue what the Lambeth Communion has ceased to practise, because its origins predate St Louis. I will therefore be concentrating on the jurisdictions I know within the Continuing Anglican movement and assume that other extra-Lambeth Anglican Christians supply their own mutatis mutandis.

By the early 1980s divisions occurred within the emerging Continuing Church which resulted in three different jurisdictions and there were further divisions in the 1990s. Yet, by 2017, these jurisdictions are working towards a greater organic unity. It will still take time. That's okay. Good things take time to do well.

At the heart, there is a unifying principle in the Book of Common Prayer, and it is this that holds it together. Continuing Anglicans live out the "Common" part of the Book of Common Prayer and this means we have a good degree of affinity. 

Of course there are details that produce some diversity. Which BCP do we use? For the American Churches, this is easy. The book that was in use before ECUSA started going doctrinally wobbly was the 1928 BCP and did the job, replacing some of the elements that the 1789 BCP omitted, like the Athanasian Creed. Yet, for the movement to grow there needs to be an appreciation of local history, culture and custom. In the UK, we don't have the same history as the US and, as a result, the equivalent Prayer Book is the 1662 BCP which has a rather truncated canon of the Mass. That truncation is not enough in itself to invalidate the Mass but it is enough to produce confusion about the central aspect of Communion, namely the Real and Objective Presence of Christ in the Mass and therefore cause doubt and unease among Anglican Catholics who see as full communion as possible with Christ as central to the life of the Church. It leaves out too much to express adequately what the Catholic Church believes.

 For Protestants who prefer some ambiguity about the objectivity of the Holy Presence, this is fine, but for Anglo-Catholics who believe in the transformation of the Host and Wine in some form of transubstantiation, it is not, despite the design of the Prayer Book to hold different "wings" together. In trying to do away with Papal edict with the deliberate removal of references to the Real Presence and the insertion of the Black Rubric, the Reformers threw out the baby with the bath water. Of course, the fact that the Anglican Catholic Church seeks to replace that which the Reformers omitted is seen by some as Revisionism despite the fact that the Reformers were probably just as Revisionist of the Catholic Faith in the first place. If Anglo-Catholics are revisionist then they are merely revising reforming revisions. (There's a blog title I missed! Rabbits!)

 The Anglican Catholic Church Constitution allows for local latitude in the use of the Prayer Book: the 1928 US Prayer Book is in (very) good keeping with the original BCP of 1549 from which the others sprang. Thus, with the 1549 as the basis and all understanding of the liturgy being read through the doctrine of the Primitive Church (i.e. through the doctrine of the Oecumenical Councils) the Continuing Anglican movement has a potential for global community which can work if people are willing to accept those principles.

I have made no secret of the fact that, in my private prayer, I use the Monastic Breviary  It is deliberately designed so that it translates the old Latin Breviary with the Psalms and collects from the BCP and uses Antiphons in conformity with the epistles and gospels from the BCP. Thus, I am saying the same words with the same intentions as everyone else using the Prayer Book, albeit in a different order. Anyone Prayer Book user who picks up my Breviary will see this conformity immediately and know that, as a Benedictine Oblate, I can follow the Benedictine Offices and yet remain faithful to the spirit of the Prayer Book which, itself, is born of the Catholic Faith in England and desirous to remove the excesses of Roman politics on liturgy and doctrine. The same is true with the missals which the Anglican Catholic Church authorises to be used in conformity with the BCP

This is the genius of both the Prayer Book and the Canonical intention of the Anglican Catholic Church. I am allowed a diversity of practice and yet remain faithful to the spirit of the Catholic Church in England before the Reformation and Post Reformation and the spirit which unifies other Anglican Christians.

I would also like to give some comfort to those who worry about my lack of use of the Prayer Book. If, as and when I am required to say public Offices in a parish church, then I have no qualms about using the BCP for Mattins and Evensong. As a chorister who has sung in many a cathedral, I have a deep appreciation for the Prayer Book Offices. I also recognise that not everyone is Benedictine and thus I must minister to them in the "secular" Offices which are as laid down in the BCP. Were I to be part of a Benedictine community, then I would use the Breviary in that community.

Whether we like it or not, the Prayer Book is part of Continuing Anglican history - indeed part of the history of the Church of England. Whether it is a defining aspect of Anglicanism is debatable: I maintain that there is Anglicanism before the BCP and that the BCP is a product - a good product - of that Anglicanism and thus an expression not a definition of Anglicanism. It proceeds from Anglicanism.

I would also like to give comfort to those Catholics who worry about my love of the BCP. As I have said above, the Anglican Catholic Church reads the BCP through the Catholic Faith. There are many deficiencies in the intention of the Reformers to omit perfectly Catholic and Faithful practices and doctrine. The Sarum Office is the basis of much of the Prayer Book, but is fuller and more in line with the Catholic Faith. The Sarum Office requires the daily recitation of the Quicunque Vult which, in an age of rejecting tradition, can only be a good thing.

As an expression of Anglicanism, both Catholic and Protestant can assent to the spirit of the BCP and use it as they see fit, either by its direct usage or by texts that conform or which have grown up in conjunction with its spirit. If we can all agree that it is a godly book, then we have a unifying principle by which we have some community.

I would say that there is something else, something deeper within Anglicanism that unites Continuing Anglican communities. The Anglican Catholic Church is as Orthodox as Constantinople and as Catholic as Rome. What is perhaps different about us is that we have a higher regard for the laity and need to continue to have that higher regard. This comes from our Anglicanism side. Many of the architects of the ACC were laymen, including the canonist Fr Stahl (God rest him) who was only ordained after his work on our canons. Having been to the Provincial Synod and meeting some of those who were at the Congress made me appreciate that we are not a Church who seeks to make the laity obedient sheep but rather engages with them actively at all levels. We need to let that continue by developing a well-educated laity which doesn't see the need to be ordained in order to get involved in building parishes and preaching the Christian Faith and thus include women fundamentally in the work of the Church rather than just seeing them as nuns, wives and mothers. I have seen personally the activity of many intrepid, strong, intelligent and intimidating women at the Provincial Synod who have been instrumental in building parishes and developing spiritual ministries.

The Continuing Anglican way has this written into itself more than, perhaps, the Lambeth Communion which broke away from us. It is why I wrote my book Whom seek ye? at my bishop's behest in order to encourage the laity not only to be educated but to continue to educate themselves in full commitment to the Anglican Catholic cause. 

As I end this dreadful 2020, I find myself very hopeful about Continuing Anglicanism and the possibility of its growth but then I am always the optimist. We now have mechanisms in place to grow and serve even from our state of smallness. I look forward to what the future brings for us, though the work is going to be very tough. I continue in prayer for this vision,  for God's will to be done and for the unifying presence of Our Lord Jesus Christ in the community.

Sunday, December 27, 2020

The Truth of St John

Propers for St John's Day

Sermon for St John's Day

The world of Biblical Scholarship is sometimes a strange place to be for Christians. If you are a certain type of scholar, you don't talk about Matthew, Mark, Luke and John, you talk about the three Synoptic gospels and the Fourth gospel. Why?

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You will hear some scholars say, "well, we don't really think John wrote that gospel." They give all kinds of reasons based on very scientific observations about how the texts were written and how the gospels were copied and translated through the centuries. There are some biblical scholars who say that the gospels have been tampered with to make it appear that Jesus is God. On what basis do they make this claim? All too often, their reasoning is that miracles don't happen and therefore all reports of miracles must be faked. They think that science shows that people can't rise from the dead. This colours all their views.

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Of course, this makes it difficult for Christians to spread the gospel. If the Bible is shown not to be true, then we are fighting a losing battle. 

It's at this point we meet St John.

St John tells us categorically that he is telling the truth in his letters. We should believe him. St John is the only apostle to have lived into old age. Indeed he has his own disciples like St Polycarp and St Irenaeus who write and pass on his teaching. 

St John shows us that Christianity is more than the Bible alone. St John speaks of things that Jesus says and does that aren't written down. He shows us that the Bible is part of the Church and, the moment you take it out of the Church to take it to.bits, you lose the message it conveys. 

The message of the Church is found in the Bible, but that message is about seeking to be part of the Church and seeking to make God the most fundamental part of your life, not making detailed analysis as to whether the Bible is true based on the type of ink St Paul used.

St John tells us what he has seen and heard. He tells us that he is always close to Jesus, even leaning his head upon the Lord's breast. He is even embarrassed to name himself in his gospel as if it will make him seem more important than he is.

The gospel he writes points outside itself. Indeed, the whole Bible points outside itself. It cannot be of any value in the hands of those who do not believe. The Bible will convince them of nothing unless the Holy Ghost decree it. The only thing a good evangelist can do is tell the truth.

This is why we need to learn what the truth is. We have a faith that seeks understanding and it is as we search that we tell the truth as we find it. This is what St John does and his gospel leads our faith to a better sight of Our Lord.

And when He shall appear, we shall be like Him because shall see Him as He is.


Friday, December 25, 2020

Christmas Spirits


Sermon for Christmas Day

Why do we tell ghost stories at Christmas?

There is a real tradition within English culture of sitting in front of a fire and speaking of ghosts. Charles Dickens uses the tradition to great effect to describe the redemption of Ebenezer Scrooge. The great biblical scholar Montague Rhodes James also entertains the fellows at King's College with a ghost story for Christmas. But why?

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At Christmas, we reach the darkest point of the year. The sun sets in the early afternoon; it is cold, wet and windy. The Christmas lights twinkle somewhat ineffectively against the coming night. It is a time when we cannot see well and we still have the fear about what may be lurking in the darkness. 

We try to dispel that fear by raising it to entertainment. We acknowledge our fear and give it some fantastic reality as a tale of ghosts and spirits. What is interesting is that these tales are moral. Someone does something wrong and they pay for it at the withered hands of some spectre. It shows that human beings still live in fear of the consequences of our actions.

We may not know it. We may pooh-pooh the idea. But we are a people who still live in fear. We have to admit that we are afraid of the dark. The world is very dark at the moment.

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The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light.

We may be haunted by the ghosts of our actions but no ghost can abide standing in the light to be seen for what it is. Ghosts are insubstantial and, the moment the reality is seen, they dwindle and fade into a laughable nothingness. Shadows evaporate when the light shines. The imperfect vanishes away when the perfect comes.

Our tradition of telling ghost stories at Christmas expresses Humanity's fear of the dark and the reality of the evil that stalks the shadows looking to devour us. In confessing this fear, we are able to turn to the Light which is appearing. Our antidote for the ghosts is a little baby lying in the manger. We realise our need for His tiny presence. We find comfort in His tiny limbs reaching out of that stall for a simple and unconditional cuddle. We see the hope shining out of His tiny eyes as they take their first blinking look out into the world He created.

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It is so simple to exorcise a ghost: we just show it the Baby but we have to let the Baby in first! We only reach Christmas Day in our lives by flinging wide the stable doors to let the light stream in.


Wednesday, December 23, 2020

O Virgo Virginum

O Virgo Virginum

O Virgin of virgins! how shall this be? for neither before thee was any like thee, nor shall there be after. Daughters of Jerusalem, why marvel ye at me? That thing which ye behold, is a divine mystery.

 From some quarters, a certain murmur arises that to turn our focus from the Lord to Mary borders of the Mariolatrous. The undisputed fact is that, until the Baby is born, we can only gaze upon the Mother. If the unborn St John the Baptist recognises the unborn Messiah despite a double barrier of flesh then we, too, gazing upon the Lowly Maiden may enjoy the presence of Christ yet veiled in His Mother's flesh.

Far from worshipping the Mother, our concerns are directed to the One who will enter into this world and spend His first years tightly embraced in her loving arms. Only she gets this honour with all its pain and sorrow. 

The Lord will not return to us like this: He has already acquired His humanity through Mary's flesh and there is no need for Him to be born again. Yet when He comes again, we shall find that His Mother is there in the place where royal mothers are to be honoured. As we look upon her, our eyes will be drawn through her to her Son.

Until He is born, all we will see is Mary the ever-Virgin. We take her hand, make her comfortable and support her as she allows the Great and Mighty Wonder to occur. 

We look to her precisely so that we may worship Jesus Christ Our God.

Tuesday, December 22, 2020

O Emmanuel

O Emmanuel

O Emmanuel, our King and Lawgiver, the Desire of all nations and their salvation: come and save us, O Lord our God.

God is with us and yet we have only been able to encounter Him physically, save in the Blessed Sacrament, for not even forty years some two millennia ago. 

God is with us and still we say, "How long wilt Thou forget us, O Lord. Forever?" God is with us and still we live as if He were a nice idea or an afterthought or a genie. God is with us and yet still we sin. If we believe that God is with us how can we still lie, cheat, steal, lust and kill?

Humility is the only true way that we can cope with our sinfulness. It becomes necessary to tolerate the fact that each one of us is fallen and broken, and it also becomes necessary by the same token to refuse point blank to accept that brokenness and sinfulness are the masters of our lives. We simply cannot repair ourselves but must rather turn to our Maker for repair and even then we must live with the consequences of our sin. That is how we can embrace Death as the means to ending our constant fall and constant need to repent. 

God is with us, walking unseen beside us, calling us to repentance and loving us even as we sin. It is through His Death that we die to destroy our sins, and through His Birth that we are born anew into Eternity.

Monday, December 21, 2020

O Rex Gentium

O Rex Gentium

O King of the nations, and their Desire; the chief Corner-stone, who makest two both one: come and save mankind whom Thou formedst of clay.

With our excellent gift of self-deception, we project that for which we long most onto that which is more readily available. We complicate our lives, masking our true happiness with something that we can understand better and  see more clearly until the illusion becomes more ingrained as reality in our lives than the truth. 

Our Chief End is God Himself and it is for His Transcendent life that we truly long: eternal light, eternal love, eternal peace, eternal joy...

Thus God is the desire of all people albeit confused with the love of created things. God is not of confusion but of truth and our existence is built on His. God becomes Man to make immanent that which is transcendent: transcendence becomes immanent, human nature and divine nature unite in one person to give some tangibility to the Desire of Humanity and make credible the promise of the fulfillment of that Desire in Him which cannot be completed until the Day of days. 

Light becomes Clay so that Clay may become Light.