Monday, October 28, 2024

Saturday, October 26, 2024

Just answer the question!


Sermon for the feast of Christ the King

Oh He's infuriating!

Why doesn't He answer
the question.

Yes or no.

"Art Thou a king, then?"

But you know why 
Jesus is going around the houses
in answer to the question.

It's not about being truthful
it's about being truthful 
under the circumstances.

Is Jesus a king?

[PAUSE]

Of course He is.

The apostles say, "Jesus is Lord"
and the psalms say
"The Lord is king 
and hath put on glorious apparel."

It's a no brainer.

But it's how you tell the truth
that matters.

Preconceived ideas
make things difficult.

If you are a military person 
and someone calls herself
a captain.

You're going to think:
Army - an important commissioned officer
in charge of a platoon

or 

Navy - an even more important officer
in  full charge of a vessel.

But what if she means
she is
the captain of the rugby team?

The confusion 
could be amusing,
irritating,
or even dangerous.

The same is true
with the title, "doctor".

A doctor of philosophy 
is dangerously useless
when a doctor of medicine 
is needed urgently.

[PAUSE]

It's clear
that Jesus wants 
to refrain from using the title
because it could
be very dangerous.

The people 
have all tried
to proclaim him king
but Jesus 
slips away from them.

A king 
could cause 
a misunderstanding 
that could result 
in many deaths.

The people want
a triumphant military Messiah
to cast out the hated Romans
and restore their land.

That's not the salvation 
that Jesus is thinking.

To call Himself king
would give Pilate
a grave cause for concern 
that the people
are about to rise up.

It is a question of kingdoms.

[PAUSE]

Of course,
Our Lord is King of the Jews,
but He is King of the Jews
because He is
the King of Kings.

His Kingdom is more
than Judaea.

It's more than Rome.

It's more than 
all the kingdoms 
of this little planet.

His Kingdom is not of this world.

It cannot be explained 
in earthly terms 
of treaty, jurisdiction 
contract, and alliance.

If a King
favours one part 
of His Kingdom
over another,
it splits the kingdom.

To fight the Romans 
for the Jews
might liberate the Jews
for a time
but it would not 
liberate the Romans,
and Jesus is King of the Romans.

To have that view of Kingship
defeats the purpose 
of the Incarnation,
defeats the purpose 
of the Cross.

[PAUSE]

The Kingdom of God
is established in us
by one covenant alone
and that is the covenant 
of the Blood of Christ.

In drinking that cup,
we accept Christ our King,
and in accepting Christ our King
we accept a King 
Who fights for us
and with us
against the darkness
that seems to enslave us
by separating us from our King
and His Kingdom.

And, because He is our King,
He issues His Royal command to us
to fight under His banner
against sin, the world and the Devil
to play our part
in our salvation 
and the salvation of others 
by co-operating with His grace.

Our salvation comes 
by faith and trusting in our King
and by works of love
that proceed from faith
through our willing acceptance 
of His Kingdom.

[PAUSE]

Jesus always uses His titles
carefully, judiciously and in perfect truth
so as not to confuse
or scandalise.

Likewise,
our proclamation 
of His Kingdom 
must be done
carefully, judiciously and in perfect truth
which can only come by love.

Love is the Royal Command 
for us to obey.

Thursday, October 24, 2024

My Community


Dom Bruce de Walt (left) died on 20th September, peacefully and having been assiduously and lovingly looked after by Prior Simon and Dom Francis as well as the staff of his nursing home.

With the passing of Dom Kenneth (pictured beneath the holy crucifix) there are now just two monks remaining from the Pershore-Nashdom-Elmore-Salisbury community. Indeed, Dom Francis joined the order in Nashdom.

Dom Bruce was not what you would call orthodox either in belief, nor in manner, but he was a Godsend. He reminded me, an earnest doctrine-scrutinising Anglican Papalist, that life has to be lived and lived with some joy. His passions were always on display: I have heard him snap and complain and grumble; I heard his laughter, his naughty joke and mischievous expressions of his thoughts. Although, the Rule rather prohibits all of these, Dom Bruce reminded me that St Benedict wanted moderation. 

St Benedict knew of the frailties of human beings. The laughter he witnessed was cruel and at the malicious expense of others: Dom Bruce was often cheeky but he didn't rejoice in the misfortunes of others. St Benedict hated murmuring, having in mind the Israelites complaining against God and Moses in the desert; Dom Bruce complained often but he was always loyal to his community and valued its integrity - something which murmuratio does not allow.

Dom Bruce remained a full part of the CofE, unapologetically accepting the decisions which caused me to question my membership before I had to leave. That didn't bother me: I am most content with being an Anglican Catholic, having withdrawn from full Anglican Papalism, when I joined the ACC, but this departure from the CofE didn't split my sense of community with the monks even if I am not in communion with them. I am still proud (if that is the right word) to retain my oblation with Salisbury Priory and I pray for them daily, though now I pray for Dom Bruce along with Dom Kenneth and Abbot Basil in a different section of my intercessions from those who still have an earthly conversation.

Dom Bruce reminds me that Christians who disagree should not do hatred. I have heard several Christians declare others as "satanic" or "non-Christian" for not being Calvinist. I certainly would not think of anyone in that way for not being an Anglican Catholic, even if I firmly believe that it is the truest expression within the Catholic Church. My love for Dom Bruce has not diminished, nor for Prior Simon or Dom Francis - they are my community even if we are separated.

God bless them and keep them safe, for they are precious to His Church.

And may the Angels bear Dom Bruce to His eternal rest in the arms of Our Saviour.

Saturday, October 19, 2024

Not seeing is believing?

Sermon for the twenty-first Sunday after Trinity 

Do you believe 
in ghosts?

What about
the Loch Ness Monster?
The Yeti?
Fairies, pixies and little folk?

What would it take
for you to believe?

Photographic evidence?
A YouTube video?
Or would it have to be
something you see
with your own eyes?

[PAUSE]

A nobleman rushes to Jesus
and asks Him
to heal his dying son.

And Jesus tells him
"Except ye see signs
and wonders,
ye will not believe."

It's a strange thing
to say, 
isn't it?

After all,
this nobleman 
has only heard 
of Jesus' fame
and clearly believes 
that He can heal his son.

He's clearly 
not after signs and wonders
but the healing of his son.

He's not after proof 
to believe 
but already believes.

So why does the Lord 
tell Him,
"Except ye see signs
and wonders,
ye will not believe."

[PAUSE]

There is a great beauty
in using the language
of Cranmer, Coverdale 
and King James 
in our worship.

But often it reveals 
something
that modern English 
does not.

In particular,
Old English
can tell the difference 
between 
you singular 
and
you plural.

We say "thou, thee and thine'
when we are speaking
to one person.

We say "you, ye and, your"
when we are talking
to more than
one person.

And Jesus is saying "ye".

"Except ye see signs
and wonders,
ye will not believe."

He is talking 
to a group of people,
the man among the bystanders.

You see that
we know that the man
already believes 
and so 
Our Lord 
is about to use 
the faith of this man
as an example 
to all those 
who will not believe 
unless they see signs
and wonders.

And what happens?

[PAUSE]

There is no flash or bang.

There is no waving of hands
or making clay
or anything obvious at all.

The man takes Jesus 
at His word
and starts the journey home.

And we know that 
this journey
took more than a day!

What faith 
this man has!

And his household greets him
with the great news:
the son lives.

And St John
doesn't even bring us
to see the boy, 
either.

We are just told
that the son lives
and that is that.

We leave the situation 
with the father 
going back to his house
rejoicing.

The miracle 
isn't for us to see.

It is a miracle 
for us to believe 
because we trust 
in Our Lord.

It is a miracle 
that brings us
face to face with
the joy that we can't see,
the peace which passes 
all understanding,
the love we see through 
the glass darkly.

We don't need to see Christ 
to believe Him 
but when we do see Him
we shall be like Him
for we shall see Him as He is.


Saturday, October 12, 2024

Right to refuse

Sermon for the twentieth Sunday after Trinity 

A wedding!

A feast for the senses!

The taste of the sumptuous food, 
well-prepared, 
succulent,
and delicious!

The sound of joyful music,
laughter,
happy conversations 
and thanksgiving!

The smell of the food 
but also the perfumes
and incense!

The feel of the warmth
energy and vibrancy, 
the dancing and revelry
of the guests congratulating
the Happy Couple.

The sight 
of gorgeous dresses
of the King dressed in His
most regal and elegant clothes,
of the Bride and Groom 
in their finery
and clearly very much in love.

Who would refuse
an invitation to this feast?

Would you?

But there are that would.

[PAUSE]

It seems you don't have 
to come if you don't want to.

You are allowed to stay away.

Parties aren't for everyone,
it's true.

For some people,
the business of socialising 
is difficult and many stay away.

And that's okay.

But even then,
if it's a family friend
getting married
or an invitation from a king
or someone you really love,
then even an introvert
might be persuaded 
just to put their head around the door
and enjoy just a bit of the festivities.

Who knows,
with this king
there might be a quiet room provided,
or a chance to go out 
into the lavish gardens
and enjoy the feast
in beautiful surroundings 
with the noise of the party
carrying on in the background.

This is a feast for everyone.

In this kingdom, 
there are many mansions
prepared for those 
who accept the invitation.

You can still come
even if you're 
not a social animal.

And yet people 
still don't want to come 
and, worse, kill the people 
carrying the invitations!

Who would do that?

[PAUSE]

There are clearly
those who hate the king
and yet they have been invited,
freely to enjoy 
the great feast.

It's their hatred
that causes them
to reject the invitation 
and even try
to stop others being invited.

There are even those
who will go to the feast
but show contempt for it
by not dressing appropriately.

They will be cast out.
They have chosen 
not to participate 
and they are the ones who miss out.

[PAUSE]

We always have a choice
whether to  enter 
the Kingdom of God
and God honours that choice.

But He honours it with justice.

We cannot expect 
to enter into the wedding feast 
of the Lamb
if we are dressed inappropriately.

We are given a wedding garment 
to put on
this is the white robe St John
records in his Revelation.
It is the white robe
of those baptised in the name
of the Father, Son and Holy Ghost.
It is the white robe 
that signals that we belong to Christ,
that we love Him
and seek to invite others 
into His feast.
It is the white robe
of love,
of working with God's grace
in our hearts
for the good of all.

Those who try 
to gatecrash the party
do not have this robe 
and are cast out
because the Lord says,
"I never knew you!"
even if they say,
"Lord, Lord!"

[PAUSE]

It is clear,
that we do not have to enter
the Kingdom of God.

It is also clear
that we enter that Kingdom
accepting the terms 
of the King.

If we choose
not to enter
or to try and enter
on our own terms,
then we shall be shut out
from this wonderful feast.

But we can be assured
that, should we choose
to accept the invitation,
should we choose
to put on our wedding garment,
then the door will be opened
and we shall enter a feast
that goes beyond the understanding 
of what it means to be enjoyable.

That is our invitation.

That is God's promise to us.

Saturday, October 05, 2024

Killjoy woz 'ere


Sermon for the nineteenth Sunday after Trinity 

There has always been
that type of person 
who likes to put
a downer on everything.

"I'm just trying
to be realistic here,"
they say.

While it is truth to say
that life is not always
a bed of roses,
life is not always 
not a bed of roses 
either.

Our bed of roses
has thorns
but it has gorgeous flowers, too.

... if you like roses, that is.

There will always be
someone who doesn't 
and will take great glee
in telling you why not.

[PAUSE]

A paralysed man
is brought to Jesus.

What's the first thing 
Our Lord says to him?

"Son, be of good cheer!"

He doesn't say
"thy sins are forgiven thee"
- not straightaway.

He doesn't say
"Arise, take up thy bed,
and go unto thine house"
- not straightaway.

No.

Straightaway it's,
"Son, be of good cheer!"

In this first clause,
Our Lord calls the man, "Son".

A term of familiarity,
a term of acceptance,
a term of love.

Then, He says, 
"Be of good cheer!"

A message of hope!
A message of healing!
And a message of intention.

Our Lord wants the man
to be joyful
and live a life
freed from the shackles 
of his condition.

But,
rather than allow
joy its rightful place
in this encounter
between the patient
and the Eternal Doctor,
there are those
who can see
only sin,
only transgression,
only condemnation.

And they seek to steal this joy
to fill the emptiness 
of their being right.

And so the Lord
shows them the truth
that He is God 
by healing not only 
the spiritual paralysis of sin
but also
the physical paralysis of disease.

Jesus is showing us
that sin is a sickness 
of the soul
and He can save 
both soul and body.

[PAUSE]

The trouble is
that there are 
thieves of joy
among Christians too.

These are those Christians 
who see nothing but sin
in human beings

These are those Christians 
who try to spread the Gospel 
by focussing on
Man's total depravity
and our need for Salvation.
 
Every conversation 
with this sort of Christian
involves the words
sin, heresy, immoral, 
and even Hell!

How can we expect 
to share the Good News 
if the only thing that is good
about what we say
is the full stop
at the end of our
final sentence?

[PAUSE]

We Christians know
that we are sinners 
but we also know
that God made us,
that God loves us,
and that
the Creator of this magnificent universe 
with all its complexity,
variety,
from supernova 
to neutrino
wants us never to be
separated from Him so badly
that He will become 
one of us,
die for us,
rise from the dead for us.

We are dead to sin and,
if we live the life of faith,
sin need never be a real problem 
because if we do sin
then we have an advocate in heaven
who will save us from it.

Of course, 
sin is serious
and we must repent,
but we are given the opportunity 
to get up from our sickness 
take up our beds 
and walk in joy
at knowing Christ Himself.

We are not to be killjoys
but bringers of true joy
in Christ.