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Saturday, June 21, 2025

Articulating Christ's Body

Sermon for the Sunday in the Octave of Corpus Christi

"The Sacrament of the Lord's Supper
was not by Christ's ordinance
reserved,
carried about,
lifted up 
or worshipped."

Does that sound familiar?

And yet,
we do reserved the Body of Christ,
we do carry it about,
we do lift it up
and we worship Christ
in the Most Holy Sacrament. 

Are we being wrong?
Are we being idolatrous?
Are we blaspheming?

[PAUSE]

One reason why 
we Anglican Catholics 
do not regard 
the Thirty-Nine Articles
as being authoritative 
is because of their ambiguity.

They were designed to appease
polarising factions 
within the Church of England.

They were designed
to stop the struggle 
for the Soul of England
to be a war within the streets.

And that's why 
the Articles have 
a historical importance 
that has allowed 
Anglican Protestants 
to walk with Anglican Catholics 
until comparatively recently.

So they are necessarily ambiguous. 

And this Article 
about the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper,
which we Catholics 
commonly call the Mass,
is deliberately ambiguous. 

It's true to say
that Our Lord
at the Last Supper
does not tell His Disciples
to reserve His Body
nor to carry it about
nor to lift it up
nor to worship it.

Neither does He expressly 
forbid it
even though He knows full well
the tendency of human beings
to fall into Idolatry.

He remembers the Golden Calf incident 
all too clearly.

And He does not forbid 
the reservation,
the carrying around,
the lifting up
or the worship
of His Body.

Why not?

Why does He not forbid it?

[PAUSE]

There is three underlying factors
behind how we Catholics
treat the Sacrament of the Mass.

Simply, it's Faith, Hope and Love.

By our Faith in Christ
we believe that 
what we behold
in the Sacrament of the Altar 
really, truly and fully 
is the Body and Blood
of Christ.

It is what He promised:
His flesh and blood
so that we might have life within us.

By our Hope,
we believe that showing people 
the Body and Blood of Christ,
displaying our faith
that what seems to be 
a disc of unleavened bread
is truly the Body of Christ,
we may stir in the hearts
of people hungry for hope 
the truth of Christ's presence with us.

By our Love, 
we reserve that Sacrament 
so that those who are unable 
to come to Mass 
may partake of the Body of Christ
and we carry it
to those who are too sick
to receive it.

And we do not worship 
bread and wine
because we believe 
that they have been transformed 
into the true Body and Blood of Christ,
Body, Soul, Mind, Humanity and Divinity
all that pertains to
the Person of the Son.

And the Son is God
and God is to be worshipped 
for our benefit
not His.

[PAUSE]

No. Christ does not command
that we should take the Sacrament 
of His Supper
and reserve it,
carry it about,
lift it up
and worship it.

He does not command that
but He does give us Himself
to be present with us
and to be consumed by us
so that we might love God
and neighbour.

We reserve the Love of God 
for our neighbour to eat.
We carry about the Love of God 
to our neighbour in his frailty.
We lift up the Love of God
for our neighbour to see.
We worship the Love of God
for our neighbour to share.

This is why
we put the Consecrated Host
into a monstrance 
for people to see
and be blessed 
so that one day they might receive.

[PAUSE]

The Articles of Religion 
are not authoritative 
for us Anglican Catholics 
especially when they give the impression 
that what we do is not 
part of the Catholic Religion. 

We don't need to hold them now
because, we pray,
we know better than going to war
with Anglican Protestants
whom we love despite our separation.

Nonetheless,
the Real, Objective and Physical Presence 
of Our Lord in the Most Holy Sacrament 
should draw us closer to Christ
in faith, hope and love for our neighbour.

Food for thought?
Or food for prayer?




Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Saturday, June 14, 2025

From the top


Sermon for Trinity Sunday

We know that Jesus can speak Greek.

Greek in Israel for Jesus
is like English is for us.

It's a language 
that everyone knows
but often not well.

Indeed, 
some older people
who have taken up English
later in life sometimes struggle
to say what they mean.

And even now,
we hear that confusion
and it is a confusion
that still affects the way
that people translate
Holy Scripture from Greek 
to English.

St Nicodemus hears our Lord say
that we must be born anōthen
- that's the Greek word.

It's a word that describes
the garment taken from Our Lord 
at His Crucifixion:
that seamless garment
woven from the top.

So anōthen is a word 
that we could translate
as "from the top".

The trouble is
that there are two meanings
to the phrase "from the top".

[PAUSE]

It could mean,
afresh or again,
and this is what St Nicodemus hears.

St Nicodemus hears
Our Lord say
we must be "born again"
which is why he gets confused 
and thinks that his poor mother
is going to have to suffer 
a terrible fate.

But that's not what Jesus means.

He us using the other meaning 
of "from the top".

He is talking about
being born from above 
from Heaven,
by the power of God

This is why He talks about us
being born of water and the Spirit.

It's a clear indication 
of our need for Baptism.

It is through the waters of Baptism
that we are born from above
into the Kingdom of God
and thereby into Eternal life.

This birth from above
is not from this world.

It is a birth that lies beyond
our experience in life
and why it is given to us
as a Sacrament. 

We see the external water
and know that,
through the covenant with God 
we are born in the Holy Ghost.

Our Baptism is Baptism by the Holy Ghost.

And our birth in Him
can only be known
in this world
through the water in the font.

And what on Earth 
has all this to do 
with Trinity Sunday?

[PAUSE]

What on Earth?
Well, that's the point exactly.

If we are born from above,
then we are aware of things above
which have only pale shadows 
here on Earth.

And our God,
The Triune God,
The Three-in-One,
Father, Son and Holy Ghost
Whom Earth and Heaven adore,
is not a thing of the Earth.

He is not created -
His Incarnation took
our Human Nature 
into His Godhead
- He is not created.

And this means 
we cannot expect
to understand 
with minds of Earth
the Truth from above
that God is Father, Son and Holy Ghost.

We know it 
because He shows it to us
in the words of Scripture and the Fathers
and the rational intelligence 
that draws its Holy conclusions
from the words of Scripture and the Fathers.

We know it by His revelation,
not by looking at shamrocks
or ice-water-steam 
or one flame on three wicks.

They are imperfect illustrations 
and even the most complete
theological understanding 
by the greatest Doctors of the Church
is like straw
compared with the reality of God
that is revealed from the top down to us.

[PAUSE]

If the world gives us grief
because it does not understand 
the Holy Trinity,
that is not our problem 
because the world listens 
with ears of clay
to words born from on high.

Our task is to spread the news
of Our Lord Jesus Christ,
and to baptise as many of those
who believe 
so that they may be born
from the top.

Saturday, June 07, 2025

A greater feast

Sermon for Whitsunday

"My Father is greater than I"

Those who hate Christianity 
love to trot out this verse.

"If the Father is greater than Jesus,"
they say,
"how can Jesus be God?"

The most obvious answer
is that Our Lord is speaking
of Himself as a man,
not in His Divinity. 

Because He does not think it
a prize to be equal in Divinity
with the Father
He humbles Himself
by being made Man,
thus giving a place
for His obedience to the Father
to show us how we must be
obedient to God.

But we human beings
are always thinking in terms
of greater and lesser,
better and worse.

That's the way our mind works.

We might say
that the Father is greater than the Son
because the Father begets the Son.

But the Father cannot be a Father
without the Son.

The relationship between 
Father and Son
reveals their identities
as two distinct persons
but a single God.

But today is Whitsun,
not Trinity Sunday.

Where's the Holy Ghost?

Shouldn't we be focussing on Him?

[PAUSE]

We see the Holy Ghost
sent from the Father 
in the Son's Name,
and yet He is often presented
as an instrument. 

Our Lady conceives by the Holy Ghost.

The Apostles speak in
foreign languages
through the Holy Ghost
Who falls upon them.

Our Sacraments bestow grace
through the Holy Ghost.

The Holy Ghost is described as
the Spirit of God
or the Spirit of Jesus.

The Holy Ghost 
seems more like a pipeline
to the Father and the Son
rather than a distinct person
in Himself.

This won't do. 

It's not enough.

[PAUSE]

The Holy Ghost is a distinct person
from the Father and the Son.

Our Lord Himself
describes the Holy Ghost
proceeding from the Father.

But God is indivisible,
and not made of anything,
so how can anything 
proceed out of God
that is not God Himself?

This procession
shows the relationship
between the Holy Ghost
and the Father.

We sing "breathe on me,
Breath of God"
because that's the best
we little human beings
can understand what
proceeding means.

In this sense of procession
the Holy Ghost 
proceeds from the Father alone.

It is an analogy 
that shows us how
God the Holy Ghost
comes forth
from the Father
to be God in us,
in the same way 
that the Son
is begotten of the Father
to be God with us.

But if there is a relationship
with the Father
there must be 
a relationship with the Son.

And there is.

The Son is conceived by the Holy Ghost.

The Holy Ghost is breathed
upon the disciples 
through the Son.

The Word is carried on the Breath
and the Breath issues forth 
because of the Word.

The Holy Spirit 
is God.

It means that 
we worship Him,
we pray to Him,
we relate with Him.

Indeed,
we relate more with Him
than any other Person
of the Trinity.

Certainly,
we pray, "Our Father,"
and we pray, "Jesu, mercy!"
but our inner prayers
our cries of "Lord, help me!"
those fleeting flicks
of our attention to God
are present directly
to the Holy Ghost.

St Paul tells us
that every time 
we praise God
it is because the Holy Ghost
dwelling within us
gives us the ability
to praise God.

We speak through Him,
we learn through Him.

By His grace, 
He bestows Himself upon us
at our Baptism and Confirmation.

The priest says,
"the Lord be with you."
and we don't say,
the vacuous 
"and also with you,"
but rather
"and with thy spirit"
because we pray
that what our priests 
breathe out on us
is the Breath of God
in the sacraments 
they must distribute.

[PAUSE]

Our awareness of the Holy Ghost
must move away from thinking of Him
as being like spiritual petrol
which reinvigorates our faith,
but rather to recognise
His living in us.

We look upwards
to the Father. 

We look around us
to the Son.

So we must look within us
to the Holy Ghost,
and worship Him
accordingly.

Monday, June 02, 2025

Saturday, May 31, 2025

Told you so!


Sermon for the Sunday after Ascension 

It always seems
a bit odd to hear Our Lord's words
after we have witnessed
His Ascension into Heaven.

Indeed, 
what is most jarring
is that we have been hearing
his words
on the night before He dies.

And today,
the Sunday after Our Lord ascends,
we hear Him tell His disciples
that they will be killed 
for their witness to His truth.

And, having said that, 
He says,
"But these things have I told you,
that, when the time shall come,
ye may remember that 
I told you of them."

Does that mean
that during the oncoming tribulation 
that our beloved apostles endure,
the memory of this night
pops into their heads
with Jesus saying,
"told you so!"?

[PAUSE]

People who say,
"I told you so!"
are usually berating us
for not following their advice. 

"Told you so" comes with
an air of smugness
and satisfaction 
that misfortune has come upon us
because we haven't followed
someone's advice.

But we don't see that in Our Lord.

So why does He effectively say
"Told you so"
to those whom He loves
as they suffer for His sake?

Clearly He doesn't mean it like that.

Clearly, he wants them to remember 
that He has not forgotten them.

In a few hours, 
Our Lord will be dead
hanging on the cross
and it will be easy for 
the disciples to forget 
the promise of Resurrection
amid the sorrow and anguish.

[PAUSE]

But remembering 
is an activity that
we don't fully appreciate 
these days.

Remembering is not just
being able to recite your phone number
or a thousand digits of pi.

Remembering is
 literally a re-membering
- a putting back together
of an event.

For the disciples,
remembering Our Lord's words
is absolutely vital.

It is their calling,
their witness, 
their testimony of all
that Jesus says and does
in their sight.

In their persecution, 
they remember that
Our Lord told them so
and that His promises are true.

And they remember
that they have received 
the Holy Ghost,
Who proceeds from the Father
Who us sent by the Son
who comes to us
with strength - 
cum forte -
for us to use to proclaim 
the Word of God.

[PAUSE]

The night before Our Lord dies
is a night to remember, 
to piece back together,
and we do just that here in the Mass.

We are re-membering
what Our Lord told us to do.

And in re-membering 
the Last Supper
we are given the presence 
of Christ Himself 
in the Holy Sacrament
so that we, too,
like the Apostles,
may go out and tell the truth
about Christ.

And, as we increase in faith,
and see the work of God 
at our hands,
as we suffer our persecution, 
our temptation, 
our repentance,
our humiliation, 
our cross,
all for His sake, 
we will see Our Lord in His glory 
pointing to our place 
in His Kingdom
and saying,
"Told you so!"

Monday, May 26, 2025

Anglican Catholicism and Homosexuality

 



Where Anglican Catholicism stands on Homosexuality 

Sunday, May 25, 2025

Asking for a beating


Sermon preached at the Cathedral Church of St Augustine of Canterbury on Rogation Sunday

Are you ready to get up
and beat the bounds, today?

Ready for a nice little walk 
around the parish?

Beating the bounds
occasionally happens today,
but not so much
and definitely not in its
traditional form.

Usually during
Rogationtide
or on Ascension Day,
the parish priest
is supposed to lead his people
to the edge of the parish 
and walk around it.

Along the way,
a group of boys,
usually choirboys or servers,
are supposed 
to beat the boundary stones
with green branches.

Often, rather than 
just beating 
the boundary stone,
it would be the boys
that were beaten
instead.

Perhaps that's something 
we could reinstate?

[PAUSE]

But why?

Why beat the boys?

The maim reason,
it appears,
is to ensure that
the next generation 
knows where 
the parish boundary is.

By beating the stones,
or beating the boys,
a clear memory of where
the parish ends
is reinforced.

This is important 
because it reinforces
the parish's legal identity
and the priest knows 
where his care ends
and the neighbouring priest's begins.

Beating the bounds
 establishes the neighbourhood.

But now you see the problem. 

Where is our boundary?

[PAUSE]

Parishes are supposed 
to share boundaries
so that there are no gaps
between where one parish stops
and another starts.

That way, 
the whole country 
can be sure 
that every community 
can find its Christian needs
met by the Church
through local priests.

If parishes have 
to cover the country,
where's our boundary?
Half of Kent?

More?

The Diocesan boundary
is the coastline of 
the British Isles!

How are we expected
to beat those bounds?

[PAUSE]

Our smallness
does sometimes seem
to be overwhelming. 

We have a big task to do
as Christians 
and so little time,
so few resources
to do it.

And we feel swamped.

We're not getting any younger
and the world is getting darker.

Let's just make sure
that we are honest 
with ourselves here,
about this.

We are small.
The task is great.
We feel swamped. 

What are we going to do?

[PAUSE]

Let's change the question
a little bit.

Instead of saying,
it's all too much,
let's say,
"this looks hard,
but what can we do?"

Let's not focus 
on our shortcomings
or on the size of the task.

Let's focus on
what we can do,
what we are doing,
what we're good at.

And make sure
that we do these things in Faith. 

[PAUSE]

We see the disciples
talking with Our Lord,
the night before He dies.

And there are only twelve.

One has gone off to betray the Christ.

The others will run away 
and say that they do not know
this Man from Nazareth.

Such failure!
Such fragility!
Such smallness!

And yet,
eleven come back
and see their Master
raised from the Dead.

And they understand. 
They see things clearly.
They know their mission.

Eleven in Christ
become the Church
because they have Faith.

And they now know what to ask for.

And how to ask.

No longer will they ask
to be the greatest
or to sit at the right hand
and left hand of Christ in glory.

Nor will they ask
not to avoid tribulation. 

They ask for blessing.
They ask for forgiveness 
for themselves 
and for their enemies.
They ask for the Truth to be known 
through them.

At their asking,
they receive the sacraments 
to give to the people of God
even as God Himself
fed multitudes with so little.

[PAUSE]

And we are so little.

It doesn't matter
for we trust that God knows
what He is doing,
and if we should find ourselves 
in tribulation,
we should not fear
because Christ has overcome the world. 

It is the World's influence
that tells us that 
because we are small
we are insignificant. 

Tell that to St Augustine 
who lands on these shores
and reinvigorates a Christianity 
that has been sidelined
following the end of
Roman occupation.

The disciples do what little they can
in Faith.

St Augustine does what little he can do
in Faith

We do what little we can do
in Faith. 

And in being faithful
we find ourselves praying 
in the Name of Jesus
and our prayers 
will be answered
- not in a worldly way,
but a Heavenly way.

[PAUSE]

Our bounds are too big
for us to beat, 
but in Christ 
there will be no limit 
to what will come
from what we truly do
in His Name..

Monday, May 19, 2025

Anglican Catholicism and self-righteousness

 


How do we eradicate self-righteousness in our society?

Saturday, May 17, 2025

Wrong, wrong, wrong!


Sermon for the fourth Sunday after Easter

Have you ever
been sent to
the headteachers office
for being naughty?

How did you feel?

Scared?
Ashamed?

Or 

Defiant and smug?

[PAUSE]

Most of us 
of a certain age 
dread even the thought 
of being sent to the head's office.

The mere threat 
Is enough
to ensure that we
behave ourselves. 

These days,
things seem different. 

Teachers, the police
the judge, even the King himself
are not people 
of whom we are afraid
or even respected.

What's gone wrong?

[PAUSE]

Our Lord says,
that the Holy Spirit
will reprove
- that means say what's wrong
- the World of sin, righteousness 
and judgement. 

The Holy Ghost 
will tell the world
why it is wrong
about what sin is,
what righteousness is
and what judgement is.

It is because 
the World is wrong
about sin, righteousness 
and judgement 
that being told 
that you've done wrong
is an affront to your dignity. 

We don't like being told
that we've got things wrong,
but now
instead of being ashamed,
we believe ourselves to be so right
that we can challenge
whoever thinks we're wrong
even God Himself. 

While going to the head's office
is supposed to be a sign
of a grave fault,
it is now a place to stand up
and say that it is the Head
that has it wrong
and you are being punished
unjustly.

[PAUSE]

The World has it 
wrong about Sin
because it doesn't believe 
Our Lord's teaching about 
what sin is.

Our Lord tells us that 
remarriage after divorce 
is adultery,
that even lasting is adultery.

But the World says
that divorce is no sin
and that pornography is okay.

Our Lord tells us 
to love our enemies
but the world likes
to put feuds on display
in the papers or on the telly.

Our Lord tells us to go the extra mile.
The World tells us to go the extra mile
and then demand payment. 

The World is wrong about what sin is.

[PAUSE]

The World lives by the rule
"do what you want 
as long as you don't hurt others."

And so the World 
teaches us to be self-righteous
because it refuses
to believe that Jesus
is the Son of God
and thus the true judge
of righteousness. 

Self-righteousness 
is in direct opposition 
to the Kingship of Jesus.

We are not the source
of the rule of what is good.

To do what we want
except hurting others
does not take into account 
that what we want will 
ultimately hurt others 
without our knowledge.

That hoarding wealth
is depriving others. 

That having a second house
lying empty 
is depriving someone
of somewhere to live.

That paying a woman
to bear a child
which will be taken away from.her
is putting a value
upon both motherhood
and the life of the baby.

And then there's Abortion
which the World says
doesn't hurt anyone
because it says 
that the human foetus 
is not really alive
and so the rule about 
not hurting people
doesn't apply.

Nowhere
does the World see 
that Righteousness 
is not a thing of the World 
but sits at the Right Hand
of God the Father.

The World has got it wrong
about what righteousness is.

[PAUSE]

And woe betide us,
if we should hurt people
by telling the truth.

How awful of us Christians
to be so mean
as to oppose the marriage
of two people
of the same sex!

How awful of us Christians 
to refuse to join in
Pride Month
or wear the rainbow!

The World refuses
to be judged.

It has been sent 
to the Head's office
in its state of 
self-righteousness smugness 
full of indignation
and fury
about being judged
by the One
Whose authority 
it rejects.

So the World tells people
that because Christians 
say what sin is
they must hate people.

The World wants to convince
people that the judgement of God
is to punish,
to condemn
to cast into Hell.

Instead of a God
who becomes Man
in order to bring back
all to God.

The judgement of the World
is to punish
and push God away
and, in so doing,
locking the doors of Hell
from the inside!

The judgement of God
is to put right,
renew, restore, realign, redeem
refresh, resurrect.

The Prince of this World
is judged and found lacking
bur refuses to accept 
the judgement that will put it right.

The World is wrong about judgement.

Wrong, wrong, wrong.

[PAUSE]

We Christians are right
to believe in God 
and to accept His moral standards
and to live lives
which seek His righteousness first.

We cannot be self-righteous
because that way leads
to worldly thinking.

We must be humble
in matters of judgement 
and generous in believing
the best in people.

While we may be wrong at times 
as individuals, 
we must remember 
that Christ in His Holy Church
is not wrong
and will always draw us back.

[PAUSE]

Now that you've knocked
on the Head of the Church's door, 
what will happen when you go in?

Monday, May 12, 2025

Saturday, May 10, 2025

Just a sec

 


Sermon for the third Sunday after Easter

A little while?

The word Our Lord uses 

is mikron.

 It's a moment, a passing thought, 

an insignificant length of time. 


Our Lord might as well have said, "just a sec!"

For the apostles, that "just a sec!" 

is three days of fear, worry, 

horror and despair: 

three days which will 

change them radically.


 Yet, for the rest of us,

 our suffering goes on for years. 


It's not a second; 

it's not a micro amount of time. 


It hurts and it lasts 

seemingly forever!

In the world around us, 

we still see the effects of pain and hurt

 ricocheting backwards and forwards 

as one person,

or one people, 

seek justice for the agony 

that they are feeling. 

They want the pain to stop, 

and pain is not something 

that goes away when the body heals. 

An injury can leave the body 

with a weakness, 

and then there are 

the mental, physical and spiritual scars 

which never seem to leave. 


And so, 

many seek retribution,

 to inflict pain and suffering 

on those whom they think 

caused their sorrow.


Don't the apostles 

have emotional trauma?

 They surely can't forget 

the betrayal on Thursday, 

the blood on Friday 

and the buried on Saturday. 


They surely cannot forget 

the eyes of God Himself 

dimming into death, 

even if those eyes are now 

once again

bright and bursting with 

Life and Truth and Love. 


And the Lord says, "just a sec!" 

Isn't that a dismissal 

of all that the disciples 

have gone through?


[PAUSE]


Many people call God 

to account for 

all the heartache, misfortune 

and injustice in the world. 

"Why would a good God permit evil," 

they say, 

sometimes with 

eyes filled with their own 

hurt and outrage,

sometimes with 

the sneer of cynicism 

and even hatred for God, 

sometimes with 

an air of dismissal for any belief 

that we hold dear.


"Just a sec!"


To answer why 

our God permits evil 

is beyond our understanding. 


To know the true answer to this 

would be to know the mind of God 

and our minds are too small 

and imperfect for that. 


We can only know 

the answer to this 

when we are perfect,

and we are not perfect now. 


And what would the answer do? 

Convince the atheists and cynics? 


No. 


Some people will never be convinced, 

but God loves them so much 

as to respect their free will 

to make that choice: 


but that choice is there, 

and it comes with 

pierced hands, 

pierced feet, 

pierced head, 

pierced side 

and scourged back. 


There are wounds 

on Our Lord that never go away.


[PAUSE]


Never go away? 


That seems strange. 

Just a second or two of sorrow 

and then joy?

 Even with those wounds? 

Even with all that agony 

on the cross: 

an agony that we choose 

to remind ourselves 

with the crucifix, 

this image of our Saviour bleeding and dying?


 If we keep a crucifix, 

are we not holding on 

to sorrow and pain and death?


Of course we are! 


The fact that Our Lord keeps 

His wounds for us 

even in Eternity as 

the Lamb-that-was-slain 

means that His pain for us 

means something. 


This means that our pain, 

the pains that we suffer here and now, 

mental, physical, emotional, spiritual, 

are all met in the cross. 


We see them nailed to the cross 

on our crucifix with Our God. 


Our Lord suffers pain

because we suffer pain. 


Our Lord suffers injustice 

because we suffer injustice. 

Our Lord suffers humiliation, 

because we suffer humiliation. 


Every sorrow that 

we go through in life 

is met in Jesus, the Man of Sorrows. 


He doesn't just meet them 

on this world 

passing from moment to moment, 

but He meets them in Heaven 

where there is only the Eternal Now. 


In saying "a little while," 

He is firmly consigning 

the pains and miseries of life 

to this passing world, 

nailing them there so that

 they do not define the lives of those 

who are suffering in Him. 


He tells us that 

our suffering matters enough 

for Him to suffer and live 

with the effects of our suffering, 

but that our suffering will end: 

it will not accompany us 

into Eternal bliss with Him. 


In that sense, 

to ask "why does a good God permit evil?"

 becomes meaningless 

because the evil passes away 

as we journey in our lives 

to become perfect in Christ 

- a perfection which is only reached 

through Christ. 


We have to endure sorrow, 

and some of us must 

endure it very sorely, 

but we see the crucifix 

and Our Lord on the cross 

knowing what we are going through 

by direct experience. 


He is not comparing His suffering 

with ours, 

but sharing in our suffering 

so that we might share in His joy. 


"Just a sec"?

While God is not comparing 

His suffering with ours, 

He is showing us a taste 

of the Eternity He is offering us. 


The crucifixion matters to Him 

but is a cause for joy to Him in Eternity

 because through it we are saved, 

not a cause of sorrow 

because of the agony He went through.

 Sorrow passes away, 

but joy is Eternal. 


And us? 

We have to allow our sorrow to pass away, 

or at least permit God to take it away 

when He will. 


Some sorrow is very hard 

to let go of, 

but God says clearly 

that it is not part of our perfection in Him. 


Yet, if we use our sorrow 

to direct us to joy in Christ, 

we have the means of letting it go 

through God's gift of hope.

This is why we glory 

in the cross of Christ,

 for by that cross, 

Christ has overcome the world. 


This is why we venerate Christ's cross 

and our own crosses that we bear. 


Alleluia!


Monday, May 05, 2025

Saturday, May 03, 2025

Crooks and Bishops

 


Sermon for the second Sunday after Easter

We’ve all felt threatened
when the bishop reaches out his hand
for his crosier.

That large wooden
shepherd’s hook looks
as if it could do some
mighty damage
and, often,
you may wonder legitimately
whether it is used for dragging
an errant dean
or archdeacon out of the pulpit
in the middle of
their very boring
“blah blah blah” sermons.

Of course,
you know that
the crosier is a symbol
for the pastoral office
of the bishop. 

It is a form of
the shepherd’s crook
used for
managing the sheep,
pulling them out of danger,
protecting them against predators 
and,
while not used for grabbing
and clonking hungry wolves
on the head,
it serves as a walking stick
to steady the shepherd
over hill and dale.

Today,
as we reflect upon
Christ the Good Shepherd,
we think of how appropriate it is
for bishops to carry the crosier.

They have to embody
the life of the good shepherd
and not that of the hireling.

The shepherd invests himself 
in the welfare of the sheep,
even lying down,
in front of the doorway
to the sheepfold
acting as a door
keeping sheep in
and dangers out.

Hirelings 
have no investment in the sheep
whatsoever.

Their only concern 
is that they get their pay
at the end of the day
and go home.

The Good Shepherd does not,
but lives his life
with the sheep in his care.

Only the shepherd 
needs the crosier
for he uses it 
to demonstrate 
his investment in the sheep.

The hireling
does not care if
a sheep gets injured
- there are others.

The hireling
does care if a wolf enters the scene
because he then scarpers
leaving the flock 
rather than confront the evil.

The hireling 
needs only a simple stick 
to steady himself,
but then, 
he wouldn't need to wander
in treacherous places
where he might fall down.

The hireling 
is not worthy of a crook.

The hireling 
is not worthy of a crosier.

[PAUSE]

We can be sure
that a bishop who wields
his crosier well
will grab us
when we go astray
through his sound learning
and concern for our spiritual growth. 

He will stand up
and clonk evil on the head
with the authority given to him
through the Apostles
by Our Lord Jesus Christ,
and he will use the strength
of the Good Shepherd
to steady himself
on the rough terrain of life. 

As Psalm 23 says of Christ,
“His rod and staff comfort me.”
and He has given that staff
to us in the crosier.

[PAUSE]

We must,
therefore ensure that 
we choose our bishops with care.

We will see their suitability
by what they invest 
of themselves in the Church.

We shall see them
in how they are prepared
to lay themselves down
for the sheep 
entrusted to them.

To them will be given 
the crosier
and this crosier is not given
by men
but by God
for the bishop to exercise
authority over the Church.

The crosier is passed down
from bishop to bishop
just as the authority is passed down
from bishop to bishop
beginning with the Holy Apostles
and their great commission 
to make disciples of all lands.

[PAUSE]

We pray for our bishops
in the onerous nature 
of what has been entrusted to them.

They may fall
like any one of us
but the good bishop
will pick himself up,
dust himself down
and start all over again
seeking the good of his flock.

The hireling will not.

If a hireling falls,
he will cover it up
pull rank 
and blame everyone else.

[PAUSE]

The hireling is a crook.
The bishop holds a crook.
That's the crucial difference.

Monday, April 28, 2025

Holy Hierarchy (Batman!)

 


Why hierarchy is good for the Church.

Sunday, April 27, 2025

My, my, my!

 


Sermon for the installation of the Dean of the Cathedral Church of St Augustine of Canterbury

Welcome to MY Cathedral!
MY Church!
MY parish!

[PAUSE]

Understandably,
an air of worry has crossed your faces,
and a certain discomfort
has entered into your hearts.

This doesn’t bode well!

What have we let ourselves in for?

Has the Bishop
installed a lunatic
as Dean?

Are we in for
longer sermons?
more miserable hymns?
compulsory confession
of all sins?
hymn numbers which aren’t
central on the hymnboard?

But this is MY Cathedral,
MY Church,
MY Parish.

Let’s not be mistaking that.

But let us also remember
that language is more complicated
than first we think.

[PAUSE]

“My” is a pronoun,
and we know how much
pronouns cause trouble
in this day and age.

People talk of “MY pronouns.”

You remember that
pronouns stand for nouns.

They are supposed
to make our language easier.

We don’t say,

“The Archdeacon set fire
to the Archdeacon’s
Canterbury Cap
with the Archdeacon’s flame thrower.”

We say,

“The Archdeacon
set fire to his Canterbury Cap
with his flame thrower.”

“His,” there, is the pronoun
standing for the Archdeacon.

But we are dealing
with personal pronouns.

And personal pronouns
must reflect our relationships
with things.

“MY Church!
MY Cathedral!
MY Parish!”

Did you immediately think
that “MY” means ownership
or control?

Does the “his” in “his cathedral”
mean the same as “his”
in “his Canterbury Cap?”

[PAUSE]

Well, does “his” in “his mother”
mean the same as “his”
in “his Canterbury Cap”?

Clearly not!

We don’t own
our mothers.

The “his” in “his mother”
means something different.

It tells us of his relationship
with a particular woman.

We hear St Thomas declare,
“my Lord and my God!”
but that’s not the same “my”
in “my Canterbury Cap
and my flame thrower.”

That’s as far from
being an owner or controller
as you can get.

[PAUSE]

When St Thomas says,
“my Lord and my God,”
what does he mean?

He’s being very specific.

He’s not only recognising

Jesus to be truly Lord and God,
but he is also making clear
his own relationship to him.

In saying “my,”
St Thomas is submitting himself
to the truth
that Jesus is Lord and God
and is worshipping Him
as such.

St Thomas
seeks that relationship
that connection between
himself and the Lord God of all.

In saying “my,”
St Thomas commits himself
to this One God,
and recognises that
he is not his own self anymore.

Rather than seeking
to possess and control,
St Thomas is relinquishing
possession and control
of his own self
and returning them to God.

Rather than using “my”
to draw into his possession,
St Thomas is using “my”
to give of himself.

[PAUSE]

These days,
pronouns have
become controversial
because they are always seen
as something to be possessed
and something to control
how others speak
and even speak of us!

But we see that
pronouns aren’t always
about possession,
they point to relationships
and things we value.

Each one of us can say,
quite legitimately,
“MY Cathedral,
MY Church,
MY Parish,”
even with that emphasis!

But our meaning
is not how the world
would have it.

The Devil would have us
try to possess
rather than
to give of ourselves,
because possession
separates us from each other
and from God.

Giving of ourselves
does the opposite.

It forges relationships
that join us together
and secures our salvation in Christ
not as individuals
but as a Church.

To say, “MY Church” properly
is to announce our commitment
to bringing people to Christ
and joining ourselves to them
in order that they might be saved
with us.

To say, “MY Cathedral” properly
is to announce our commitment
to being Catholic
through submitting to the authority
of our Bishop
even as he submits himself
to the authority of the same Church
in her antiquity,
her universality
and her faith.

To say “MY parish” properly
means to commit ourselves
to the upkeep of our community
to accept responsibility
for the maintenance of this building
and of its worship,
and make it a place
in which we can welcome
anyone and everyone
who enters through that door.

[PAUSE]

Welcome to MY Cathedral!
MY Church!
MY Parish!

Welcome,
MY Father in God,
MY brothers and sisters.

You have MY prayers.


Monday, April 21, 2025

Punching a hole in Easter

 


Why the Resurrection must change how we work.

Saturday, April 19, 2025

Traumatic Joy

Sermon for the Day of Resurrection 

How can things
ever be the same again?

On Friday,
we watch That Man
in agony upon the cross
struggling to breath,
bleeding,
torn,
naked,
humiliated,
suffering a punishment 
that the Romans has designed
specifically 
to be the worst execution
imaginable. 

We watch
as His holy heart
gives out under the trauma
and He breathes His last
with that one last cry.

A cry of triumph!

A cry of triumph?

"IT IS FINISHED!"

[PAUSE]

It is finished.

He cries out
not of His life
but of the power of death.

He bursts through Death's door 
and having broken it open,
jumps through it,
plummeting into the darkness
but bringing, 
with His human nature,
the Eternal Light of Divinity.

And all we see
is His dead body,
the last drops 
of His precious blood 
dripping from His side
onto the ground.

For us,
there are tears, weeping,
confusion, despair.

How can things 
ever be the same again?

[PAUSE]

A broken heart,
crying bitterly in the garden,
remembers
all the gruesome agonies
inflicted on the One 
Whose crime was to love,
not carnally,
not condescendingly,
not possessively.

His one crime 
- to love so much
that death upon the cross
would not hold Him back
from telling the truth
that you matter.

You matter enough
not only to be created
not only to be valued
but enough to be saved
from the darkness within you
and brought face to face 
with your creator in Eternity.

And for this
His body is bruised
and abused
and torn and pierced.

And for this
the broken heart cries
in the garden
by the empty tomb.

[PAUSE]

"Mary."

It's the mention of her name
that brings her to her senses.

Just as her name was spoken
before the world began
to bring her into being,
so her name again brings her
into being once more
brings her back to the feet
of the One Who died for Love.

"My teacher!"

To see Him alive before her
what joy!
What joy indeed
but what confusion.

Friday happened.

The agony happened.
The crucifixion happened.

There in His hands.
There in His feet.
There in His side.
There is still the crucifixion.
It is not taken away.
not undone, 
not nullified.

How can Mary begin
to process this?

And yet,
all she sees 
is Him alive
so much more alive
than she has ever seen Him.

If crucifixion cannot break Him,
then what can?

But the crucifixion happened 
and
in His hands, feet and side,
that crucifixion will not be erased
for they are proof of love, 
badges of honour,
commitment to all those
who suffer agony in life. 

While He bears His wounds
we see our own wounds
inflicted upon us 
by the Darkness that 
wants to possess us
but cannot.

For while we suffer 
the trauma of living
and place all that trauma
into the wounds of Christ,
we reject any claim
that the Devil makes
on our lives.

We live,
each one of us
with the agonies
that Life inflicts on us
that others inflict on us
that we inflict on ourselves,
and,
intermingled with those agonise
there is the Resurrected Lord.

Joy in the midst of pain. 

Not happiness,
because happiness 
is a thing of chance 
and Earthly expectation.

But Joy 
- the knowledge that with our death
our suffering is given meaning
and worth.

Because we bear our cross
with Him
to the bitter end,
unlike Judas,
we shall be raised 
with Him.

In trauma there is Joy,
for trauma ends with 
the the shout of triumph
"IT IS FINISHED!"
before Death itself
is broken to pieces.

How can things 
ever be the same again?

Monday, April 14, 2025

The veiled ikon of humanity

 

Why the veiled ikons of Passiontide reveal the image of God in us.

Saturday, April 12, 2025

A question for Palm Sunday 2025


As we listen to the Long Gospel, how is the labour of our lives reflected in the Passion of Our Lord? How is our hard work sanctified?

Monday, April 07, 2025

Anglican Catholic Passions

 


How dispassion done properly leads to compassion. 

Saturday, April 05, 2025

Six of one and half a dozen of the other


Sermon for Passion Sunday

There are so many arguments 
going on these days, 
particularly on Social Media.

Everyone is convinced
that they are right
and they will not be
corrected by anyone.

If anything, 
online arguments 
make things worse.

[PAUSE]

What we see constantly 
is that whatever argument
someone gives,
their opponent will twist the words
or seek to invalidate them
by denying their value.

Online arguments 
are usually between people 
who are right
in their own eyes.

Worse still,
arguments like these 
between Christians
usually end up with the phrase,
"well, you're not really Christian then,
are you?"

Arguments between Christians
usually end up 
with one side grabbing Christ
and saying,
"look, we possess Him,
you are wrong and not really of Him."

And, rather than being grabbed,
Our Lord just passes through them, 
hides Himself 
and leaves the temple.

[PAUSE]

Here on Passion Sunday, 
we see Our Lord
facing a concerted argument
with the Pharisees
who are demanding 
His submission to their 
regulation of His ministry.

The Pharisees are always right:
they are supremely authoritative 
in the Law
and ensuring that others
are bound by that Law
despite breaking it themselves
with the excuse of 
their own self-justification.

They will not listen to Christ
because they are convinced 
that He cannot be Christ
because He does not agree with them.

To the outsider,
this looks like one of 
those online debates
with one group of authorities 
arguing with a maverick preacher.

As arguments go,
it looks like six of one
and half a dozen of the other.

Except that the maverick preacher
suddenly says something 
that the others find blasphemous 
and they try to stone Him.

But He disappears from view
and that's the end of the argument.

But the Church is always 
involved in arguments.

How can we be sure
that we aren't the Pharisees?

[PAUSE]

"He who that is of God
listens to God."

This must be the defining aspect
of any engagement that we have
as Christians in any debate.

The great Oecumenical Councils
look very much like
some of the online arguments. 

Passions run high,
there is shouting 
cursing, brawls, 
even, sad to say, murder.

We Christians cannot escape 
the fact the our founding councils
were not organised debates.

But it isn't the loud, angry debates themselves 
that have lasted.

It is the doctrine that has come forth
that has lasted 
and has been accepted 
by the Catholic Church
because the Church is of God 
and so it listens to God.

The fact that we know
that Christ is of the same substance 
as the Father
is because 
the Church listens to God.

It is after the noise of the debate
that the truth comes out
but only for those 
who are willing to challenge
their own position 
in the argument. 

It is only after the Resurrection 
that the self-righteous hypocrisy 
of the Pharisees is truly revealed.

They seek to win the debate
there and then
by playing the blasphemy card,
and picking up the stones.

The Church cannot seek
to win debates
when it seeks to win hearts
just as Christ seeks to win our hearts
and thus procure Our Salvation 
through His Cross.

The Church knows that
the same old arguments, 
the same old heresies
and the same old insults
will happen again and again.

But the Church, 
rather than seeking to end the debate
continues to listen to God
and pray for the Salvation of souls.

The true Church seeks not
the death of a sinner
because Her Master
seeks not the death of a sinner.

This is what marks the Church out
from other authorities:
its purpose must be Love:
leading people back to God
and giving them the nourishment 
of the Sacraments He instituted.

[PAUSE]

The Pharisees' debate 
ends definitively with the 
destruction of the temple.

But before then 
their argument is mortally wounded 
upon the Cross.

Their argument is self-serving
and ends in self-destruction.

Christ's argument is life-giving
and endures even death.

In an online debate 
listen not to the argument
but to what God is saying to you.

Arguments are usually 
six of one,
and half a dozen of the other.

But only Christ's teaching
preserved by the twelve apostles 
will be the Truth.

Monday, March 31, 2025

Why jobs don't come with emojis

 


What St Benedict has to say about hard work.

Sunday, March 30, 2025

Where have all the women gone?

Sermon preached at the Cathedral Church of St Augustine of Canterbury  on the fourth Sunday in Lent

It's Mothering Sunday,
so where are all the mothers?

None are mentioned 
in the Gospel,
not even Our Lady.

Where have all the mothers gone?

[PAUSE]

Our Lord stands
before a great multitude
of five thousand men,
no mention of women.

Indeed, Our Lord says,
"Make the men 
sit down."

What?

Are the women to stand?

You can perhaps see why
some people see the Church
as being anti-women
if the Lord Himself 
doesn't refer to them.

It is possible 
that there were only
five thousand men there.

But,
more likely, 
it is Jewish practice 
to count only Jewish men 
of a certain age.

This is the same reason
why St Joseph
and Our Lady
go St Joseph's home
in Bethlehem
for the census.

But it seems pretty unfair.

Women don't seem to count.

And here,
on Mothering Sunday,
mothers seem to be 
completely forgotten 
in the Gospel
and even
by Our Lord.

Oh dear. 

It does seem
like our critics are right.

No women priests
means
perhaps the Catholic Church
is just a club for the boys
after all!

Where are the Mothers 
on Mothering Sunday?

[PAUSE]

To see what's going on here,
we need to look.
at where the feeding 
of the five thousand
plus women and children 
is going.

First of all,
we know well 
that Our Lord 
values the dignity
of women highly.

He teaches them
in the same way 
as He teaches the men.

He hears their own voice,
not through the voice of their husband.

He values their faith
above the dead faith
of the rulers of society.

He even makes sure
that the first witness
of His resurrection 
is a woman
whose testimony 
is believed by men
contrary to the tines.

There are women
throughout Our Lord's ministry
valued and saved and made glorious
- equal to men in salvation.

Equal but not interchangeable.

But that's beside the point.

[PAUSE]

Yes, only men are counted
by Jewish tradition but
counting men only
comes from 
the view here that the man
is the head of the family.

You have only to look
at the long lists of names
in the Book of Numbers
to see that in action.

But, 
in a sense,
they aren't counting men only,
they are counting families,
and there are no families
without mothers.

Our Lord feeds five thousand families
five thousand surnames,
five thousand groups of people 
belonging to each other,
united in this meal 
in Christ.

And with what did He feed them?

[PAUSE]

Following on
from this feeding of 
five thousand families
comes a most profound teaching.

After this miracle 
Our Lord goes on
to say that His flesh 
is meat indeed,
that His blood is drink indeed.

That this teaching
follows on immediately
after this miracle 
shows the intention
of Our Lord 
to give us the Holy Eucharist
- the sacrament that binds us
to each other 
by binding us to Christ.

And those who are bound to Christ
are the Church.

Mother Church.

[PAUSE]

In less than a week 
after we celebrate
the motherhood of Our Lady
at the visitation of the angel 
we see her begin 
the arduous journey 
of nurturing her son
with her own flesh and blood, 
for that is what mothers do
through the umbilical cord
before their baby is born.

Likewise Our Lord,
like a mother 
nourishes us
until we are born in Heaven
through death
and into life
through the umbilical cord
of our human nature
which He shares 
with us.

This is Mothering Sunday. 

[PAUSE]

Of course,
Mothering Sunday 
is not the same as 
Mothers' Day
but here the two are 
inextricably linked.

One cannot think 
about Mothering Sunday
without thinking of Mothers
and this brings us back
full circle. 

Where are the mothers in the Gospel?

They are here
and they are venerated,
and they are valued
and they are cherished
and, if they are not,
then that is a sin.

"Honour thy father
and thy mother."

The mothers in the Gospel
are here
because the miracle
of the feeding of 
the five thousand families
brings them here
in this Church of Christ. 

Christianity
perfects and fulfils 
the Old Testament.

Those mothers hidden by 
the old convention
of counting only 
the men of the house 
are made manifest
in Christ's own ministry
and shown to be 
as supremely valuable
as everyone else.

If you want to know
where the mothers are in the Gospel, 
look around you.

Monday, March 24, 2025

Sunday, March 23, 2025

Walking backwards to the Devil?


Sermon for the Third Sunday in Lent

Would you know
the Devil if you met him?

Some of the witnesses
who see Jesus' cast out a demon
clearly don't.

"He casts out demons
by the power of Beelzebub!"
they say.

The strange thing is
that they are indeed
witnesses of the miracle.

They see the demon
expelled from the man.

They have heard this man
speak when, before, 
he couldn't. 

So they have seen the effect
but they reject the cause.

Rather than see the truth, 
they would prefer to believe
that the Devil,
the prince of demons
was the cause.

[PAUSE]

Our Lord points out the irony here.

If you can't tell whether
a demon has been expelled by God 
or by the Devil.

Then you can't tell 
whether any demon
has been expelled by God
or by the Devil.

So, all the "proper" exorcisms
that have been performed 
by the Jewish authorities 
of the day
cannot be said definitively 
to have been by God.

As Our Lord says,
those who say that
He drives out demons by the Devil
are denouncing their own 
authority. 

They cut off the branch
on which they sit.

But if they are wrong
and Our Lord casts out demons
through the Finger of God
- the Holy Ghost
- then they are witnesses 
to God's presence with them
and must repent.

[PAUSE]

Even today,
there are those
who are afflicted 
with the same tendency
to attribute to the Devil
that which comes from God.

There are those Christians who say,
"Unless you believe what I believe
then you are a worshipper of Satan!"

But wait!

If you cannot tell 
whether another's belief 
is truth from God or a lie from Satan
then you cannot tell whether
you yourself are a "worshipper of Satan".

True, we believe that 
what our Church teaches
is right
and therefore,
we must believe that
those who do not believe 
what we believe are wrong.

Being wrong is part 
of human fallenness
and therefore deserves
compassion and forgiveness,
not condemnation.

We do not tolerate 
the wrong doctrine
but we expel it by refusing to adopt it 
and by calling out heresy.

Those who accept heresy
indeed separate themselves 
from the Church,
but we always should seek
to keep the door of the Church open
for them to come back.

We certainly cannot say whether
a different group of Christians
are "worshippers of Satan"
unless we see Satan being worshipped.

If we want to know 
the fruits of the demonic,
they are listed by St Paul
in his letter to the Galatians.

"Now the works of the flesh 
are manifest, which are these; 
Adultery, fornication, 
uncleanness, lasciviousness, 
Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, 
variance, emulations, wrath, 
strife, seditions, heresies,
Envyings, murders, drunkenness, 
revellings, and such like: 
of the which I tell you before, 
as I have also told you in time past, 
that they which do such things 
shall not inherit the kingdom of God."

Christians of every sort
commit these faults, 
some on a daily basis,
but that does not make their
faith null and void. 

It just makes them
in need of salvation
through Jesus 
the Perfector of Our Faith.

[PAUSE]

Being a sinner
is not automatic Devil-worship.

Being a sinner
is not automatic damnation.

Being a sinner
is being in need of salvation
through Jesus Christ
and this salvation
is a process which begins at Baptism
and ends with our standing
before the Judgement seat of God.

God does not desire 
the death of a sinner
but rather that He repent
and live.

In our lives of repentance 
we will encounter the Devil
and we will encounter Christ.

We will,
at times, 
confuse the two 
- that's the consequence 
of The Fall
- but with Christ
we ALWAYS have the opportunity 
to repent and be part of His Church.

And that's a mark of the Church
we should recognise. 

Christ gathers,
the Devil scatters.

Again, 
St Paul tells us 
what to look for:
"the fruit of the Spirit is 
love, joy, peace, 
longsuffering, gentleness, 
goodness, faith,
meekness, temperance: 
against such there is no law."

Rather than focussing
on turning away from the Devil,
we should be focusing 
on Christ.

By focusing on the Devil,
it is as if we are 
walking backwards
and we stumble over more obstacles 
that he puts in our path.

By focusing on Christ,
we necessarily turn 
from the Devil
onto the right path.

[PAUSE]

It doesn't matter 
where we are now
as long as we are 
committing ourselves 
to our salvation.

God sees us not as 
black with sin
but rather grey with sin,
still possessing 
the whiteness of His image 
that has not been 
obliterated
but rather clouded
by our separation from Him.

And throughout our lives
spent turning towards Him,
He will purge us with hyssop
and we shall be clean.
He shall wash us
and we shall be whiter than snow.

That is our focus,
our way forward,
by facing forwards to Him.

Monday, March 17, 2025

Anglican Catholicism and the Culture Wars


 How can Anglican Catholics fit in a society at war?

Sunday, March 16, 2025

The Dog's Truth


Sermon for the second Sunday in Lent

Perhaps you remember 
the tale of Greyfriars Bobby,
the little dog 
who was so devoted to his master
that he refused to leave
his master's grave side.

Perhaps you remember
how the townsfolk
looked after him 
and cared for him
until the little dog himself died
at the age of 16
and was buried not too far
from his master.

Some people think this is a legend,
but the statue that stands 
in Bobby's memory
is there for a reason.

There must be some truth 
in that story for such
a memorial to have been erected.

There is truth in that story.

[PAUSE]

"There must be truth 
in that story,"
thinks the Canaanite woman
as she tends to her dying daughter.

"There must be truth
that He heals."

The Canaanite woman
holds to these two truths,
the truth that her daughter is dying,
and the truth that lies in
the people's tales
about Jesus healing people.

So she goes to the Master.

And she will not leave,
clinging to these two truths
with all her might.

And she cries out
again
and again
and again and again and again,
so much so that 
people get sick of her crying.

"Send her away.
Don't bother the Master!"

But she holds to
the two truths doggedly.

She will see the Master
and He will heal her daughter.

Finally 
she catches the eye of God.

And He speaks truth:

"It is not meet
to take the children's bread
and cast it to the dogs."

A harsh rebuke?

Does she go away
reminded of her status as 
an outcast from 
the Children of Israel?

No. 

She knows another truth:
she is not Jewish and He is
but she is human
and so is He.

If He is the Messiah,
then He is merciful.

If He is the Messiah
then there is a crumb of mercy
that can fall for her.

She still holds doggedly
to the truth 
that He can heal.

He is truly the Master 
and she worships Him.

"Truth, Lord:
and yet the dogs eat
of the crumbs which fall
from their master's table"

For with Lord there is mercy.

And with that mercy
comes Divine admiration. 

"O woman, 
great is thy faith:
be it unto thee
even as thou wilt."

Notice how,
He calls her "woman"
- a term of respect,
a term of recognition of status,
a term of admiration, 
not a term to be used
to address a dog.

How can a master admire a dog?

How can a town 
set up a statue 
to a little dog 
who clung on to the truth 
of his devotion 
to his master?

To see an insult
in comparing this woman
with a dog
is to miss the breakdown
of the barriers 
that separate 
the Children of Israel
from the children of men.

For Jesus Himself
is the Bread of the Children of Israel
and He gives Himself freely
to a woman
whom the Children of Israel
would call a dog.

And He does so
because she has faith -
the knowledge that 
there must be some truth
in the stories she hears 
about Jesus,
even if she doesn't know
the whole truth.

He gives Himself to
this "dog"
willingly, 
in admiration 
with mercy and love.

And, in receiving this bread
she becomes one 
of the first gentile members
of the Church.

[PAUSE]

For us,
this faithful woman disappears into history -
a story, many would say 
- but if a story, then a story 
in which there must be some truth.

Indeed,
a story in which there is The Truth
a true story!
and this Truth 
that even now 
she holds onto 
in a state of Eternal bliss,
we, too, hold onto,
doggedly.